I should not be afraid of the darkness or of the shadows. I should not be afraid of the wind that fills my room unexpectedly. Just an opened old window, y/n. The cracking stairs are just my imagination, hallucinations covering my eyes from seeing the real world. Am i going crazy, is Alex even sleeping right next to me right now? I glared besides me, finding his cute face sleeping, snoring while pouting.

Wow

"Alex..?"

My thin finger tapped his shoulder gently as he moved a bit mumbling a sleepy "go back to sleep, love...". I sighed giving up, Alex was busy the whole day, he deserves some time to sleep and relax. I moved out of the bed walking downstairs, turning the lights on. I swear, i saw the floor covered in blood for a second. Do i need to go to a psychiatrist, do i have a lack of sleep? I sat on the couch, hiding my head between my trembling hands. I closed my tired eyes, the lovely tweeting of birds filling the room, the fresh smell of green grass making me smile. I opened my eyes, finding my vulnerable self in a forest, tall pinetrees around. I started walking around in my grey pyjamas, still on my face plastered that huge grin. I could feel the grass between my toes making me giggle and my eyes lit up.

What is this world!?

Different coloured birds flying around, me spining around laughing closing my eyes, happiness and excitement around me. I could see a fall in the distance as i started running towards it, my smile never went away even for a second. I looked at the water, my reflection being as happy as me. The sky light blue with some white puffy clouds.

And the sky was filled the other second with darkness and thunders and storms.

The water turned to a red liquid, blood.

The grass turned to holy dry earth.

Eyes craved on the trees, the air had the smell of death.

"We ALl ArE watCHINg yOY, Y/N!"

The eyes turned yellow for a second blinking as i gasped scared looking around anxious. Screams and voices had covered my thoughts as i closed my eyes curling into a ball terrified.

"Alex.. Help me.. Where are you.."

"Shhh.. I am right here y/n.."

I lift my head immediately, Alex's nowhere.

"Just calm down.. Close your eyes and count to ten, my love.."

I closed my eyes, a tear streaming down my pale cheek.

"One.."

More screams, more voices, complicated shit.

"Two.."

I could feel shadows covering me, making me sink into them.

"Three.."

Please god help me to get away from this madness...

"Four.."

Thunders, i could feel the first raindrops. It wasn't water, it was blood, i taste a bit of it. Oh my god.

"Alex i c-can't do this!"

I cried out without hesitating sobbing.

"Love, you are doing fine.. Just continue.."

I sighed, c'mon you can do it y/n l/n.

"Five.."

I am not afraid of darkness, shadows, wind, water, fire.

"Six.."

Two hands on my shoulders, i nearly backed away and screamed.

"Seven.."

I could feel the pinetress dissapearing one by one, everything turning to normal.

"Eight.."

A heavy breathing hitting my face like wind. It smelled coffee and applepie.

"Nine.."

My hands touched a soft material, a sofa?

"Ten.."

I opened my eyes facing my living room, Alex's hands on my shoulders rubbing them gently starring at me worriedly.

"What happened.."

"You were having a panic attack.. It's okay, you are fine."

I sighed deeply before hugging them sucking my bottom lip. But.. Alex was sleeping, i was having hallucinations, what... How morning replaced night so quickly, there was a moon in the black sky minutes ago, i swear..

"Wanna have breakfast or..?"

"Breakfast sounds nice.."

I swear i saw his smile turn into a smirk and his perfect teeth into sharp ones. His big amber eyes into a golden madness. I gulped as he titled his head raising his eyebrow.

"Love, are you okay?"

"Yeah.. I'll go make breakfast.."

"No i will!"

"Alex, i insist!"

"Pff fine..

But i am watching you!"

A/n; Welp.. Hope you liked it!.-.