When I look into her bloodshot eyes,
Who is looking back at me?

Don't you know a 1-10 scale
Does not apply to apathy?

When she's away I forget
Just how badly I'd regret
Losing her

When she's not here I lose track
Of all the thoughts that hold me back
From goodbye

I'm looking in her eyes
And I don't know her

I want to hold her
I want her head upon my shoulder
But every day gets colder
And I'm running out of heat

I want to be alone
I want to cut the threads I've sewn
But I tell myself that I've grown
And things are getting better

Hello, my name is apathy
Making grey from cerulean
I write a list of "shoulds"
But don't know what they mean

I am the blank stare
And uncombed hair
I am the lack of care
For anything

At the thought of leaving
I am the absent grieving
And I go on believing
That everything's okay

Hello, my name is apathy
I used to dress in white and green
I hold your hand in mine
But I've forgotten what we mean

I don't want
For anything