Venting....

Anyways, here is something I hate.
I hate it when people hate on my role play characters on Clash of Clans. "Cats don't know Krakish" "Cats don't know what gemstones are" "Lapis isn't a word you can use for the beginning of a warrior cats name" "That's power play!" Blah blah blah! Can't I have fun!? Do you see me dissing your characters?! NO! When people do this crap it reminds me of when this happened....

"LapisStar was a HORRIBLE leader!" -Many many people.

Witch reminds me of....

"You were a horrible leader Lapis!"
"You couldn't keep your clan together!"
"You caused the fall of FeatherClan!"
"YOU SUCK LAPIS"

Do any of you realize how much that hurt me? How long and hard I cried every night, knowing I failed? It. Crushed. Me. And people saying it was MY fault didn't help at all. IT WAS NOT MY FAULT! DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD I TRIED TO SAVE FEATHERCLAN?!!

I hope stuff like this never happens to any of you. It sucks. It hurts.

Want to know how FeatherClan really fell? Well that's my next chapter. Weather you believe me or not is your choice, but hear me out. What I am going to tell is the truth. Straight from my memories. How would you have felt if you were in my place? The one being bullied and hated? The one who's clan that's just like her family that she cared very much about, fell in front of her eyes and nothing she did could help?