Wattpad

I missed Wattpad a lot. What happened? (ಥ﹏ಥ)

I used to wake up to kill/murder-----turn off my alarm and when I go down the stairs, I check the notifications and messages.

I miss talking to the people I usually talk to. (⋟﹏⋞)

I don't know why I'm feeling so left behind right now. I don't even know if I can catch up.

School

Why am I losing motivation in my classes? Is it because of the new teachers? Is it because of the grade level I'm now in?

Honestly I don't know how to answer that. (∋д∈)

Friends

(ﾉ；；)ﾉ~┻━┻ I lost a friend and he's so important to me. He has no idea how much he changed my life, my perspective, my attitude, a lot of things.

Do you have any idea how much I resent his classmates for judging him? I can't find any words in the dictionary to describe what I'm feeling.

It's not his fault. He knows he's not physically and mentally excellent when dealing with others so that's why he came up with a countermeasure to defend himself.

I mean, if you ever felt overwhelmed with someone, wouldn't you also do something so you won't get overwhelmed?

We were three in the group. It feels so damn sad seeing people who hang out together are now in their separate ways like they never knew each other.

Believe it or not, we each have esper powers and since I still have it, it would be damn hard for me to forget them. 

Memories... Laughter... Jokes... Bonds... 

Why do I feel so guilty for a crime I never did in the first place?

Q~Q Hug me *sniff* (ono)

 -24th day of August 2016 ; 12:23 AM