Chapter 8 - The Princess Problem
The first time Elliot called her a princess, June barely reacted.
Not because the nickname was unusual.
The opposite, actually.
At seventeen, June had already spent most of her life being treated like one.
Not literally, of course.
Nobody had ever placed a crown on her head or followed her around carrying royal decrees.
But people had always seemed strangely willing to take care of her.
Teachers were more forgiving than they should have been.
Friends carried things she could have carried herself.
Family members worried about problems she hadn't even noticed yet.
Even complete strangers occasionally spoke to her with an odd mixture of affection and concern, as though she were somehow younger than everyone else in the room.
June never fully understood why.
Perhaps it was her appearance.
She looked younger than she was.
Perhaps it was the way she spoke.
Or perhaps it was simply one of those invisible social phenomena that nobody could explain properly.
Whatever the reason, she had long since stopped questioning it.
People liked her.
People protected her.
People worried about her.
That was simply how the world had always behaved.
So when Elliot called her a princess for the first time, June did what she always did when confronted with something familiar.
She ignored it.
"Future princess."
June stared at the message for a moment.
Then laughed.
"Princess of what?"
A few seconds later:
"Good question."
That was the entire explanation.
No context.
No clarification.
Nothing useful.
The conversation moved on.
June forgot about it almost immediately.
Unfortunately, Elliot didn't.
The nickname returned.
Not often enough to become annoying.
Not rarely enough to disappear.
Every few weeks, it would quietly reappear in some completely unrelated conversation.
Usually when June announced another ambitious plan.
Which happened frequently.
At seventeen, June was perpetually becoming something.
Every month introduced a new obsession.
A new goal.
A new skill.
A new version of herself she was convinced would change everything.
Most people smiled politely when she described these ideas.
Elliot never seemed surprised.
One evening, June announced that she was considering another major life decision.
Looking back, she couldn't remember which one.
There had been many.
Elliot's response arrived a few minutes later.
"Sounds like something a future princess would do."
June rolled her eyes.
"You need new material."
"No."
"Why not?"
"It's still funny."
"It's really not."
"It is to me."
June laughed despite herself.
Then continued talking about her plans.
As always.
The strange thing was that June never found the nickname particularly meaningful.
That would have required believing she was the only person Elliot spoke to that way.
She didn't.
In fact, she assumed the opposite.
Elliot was friendly.
Patient.
Encouraging.
It seemed perfectly reasonable that he treated everyone similarly.
The possibility that she occupied a different category in his mind never seriously occurred to her.
Why would it?
From June's perspective, the world had always been generous.
People complimented her.
People supported her.
People called her cute.
People called her dramatic.
People worried about her.
People encouraged her.
Those things weren't unusual.
They were familiar.
That familiarity created a blind spot she wouldn't recognize until years later.
Because when you've spent your entire life receiving affection, it becomes surprisingly difficult to identify when someone's affection is different.
One evening, June posted a piece of work she had spent days finishing.
Within minutes, Elliot appeared.
Again.
This wasn't unusual.
At some point, she had stopped being surprised by how quickly he noticed things.
"What do you think?" she asked.
A few moments passed.
Then:
"I think you're improving."
June frowned.
"That's such a boring answer."
"It's true."
"You could've said it was amazing."
"I could have."
Another pause.
"Would you have believed me?"
June stared at the message.
Then smiled.
"No."
"I know."
The conversation continued.
Like all their conversations did.
Naturally.
Effortlessly.
Without significance.
Or at least without significance from June's perspective.
Years later, she would revisit these memories and notice details she had completely missed the first time.
Not because they had been hidden.
Because she had never looked for them.
At seventeen, Elliot was a friend.
A good one.
An unusually patient one.
A reliable one.
But still just a friend.
And when someone belongs so comfortably inside a category, you stop examining the reasons they are there.
You stop asking questions.
You stop noticing the unusual things.
The consistency.
The attention.
The way they always seem to show up.
You stop seeing them clearly because their presence becomes part of the landscape.
Like streetlights.
Like sunsets.
Like home.
The irony, June would later realize, was that Elliot had never been particularly subtle.
The clues had always been there.
The problem was that June had spent years assuming they pointed toward friendship.
And when you already believe you know the answer, you rarely bother checking the question.
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