"I know its never good enough...
I know i never do it right.
When you say you fine..
I now know those are lies...

When can i be honest? When can i say I'm fine but wanna die? When i be honest? Maybe leave out the fine and keep the die...

Can i tell the truth to you? May i tell you how i really feel?
She told me if she asked me to jump off a building i would do it...
I told her if she told me to jump off a building.
I told her i would do it.
She told me that im no good.
She told me that i have issues.
She told me this is why no one stays around.
She told me this is why I stay in the ground.

Maybe things could be different, maybe things could be better, what if i had never met you? What if i had never kissed you too?
Youve saved my life again and again, so did he but now you too, if he hadn't have saved my life then maybe youd be happy...
If you hadnt have saved my life, maybe youd be happy...

I said i wanted to die. I said i wanted to never die. But now im back at the start... 10 cuts for each letter of a name they say.
They say to me.
And they say
Disappointment
Lonely ass
Lowlife
Liar
Waste of space
Such a bother
And they say
Go away
Pack your shit
Stay away
And they say
Freak,
Bastard,
Bitch.
And she told me...
And i told her...

Ill jump off that building but do you want to get rid of me quicker?
How about those sleeping pills, maybe even my sword?
A kitchen knife will do as long as you have the honors to sharpen it.
Tell my Bunny  Love that love. him tell my boyfriend that ill miss him.
Tell my best friend he was great.
Tell my best friend she was great.
Tell my step sis she'll do great
Tell my brother he'll make it great.
Tell my sister she wad the best.
Tell my brother he should visit.
Tell my sister she is forgiven and forgot.
Tell my ex that im sorry that i lost my life first.

Tell my Bunny Love to stay alive!
Tell my Boyfriend to try to move on!
Tell my best friend to carry on!
Tell my best friend i wish her luck!
Tell my step sis she can do it!
Tell my brother to leave that piece of shit and take the kids!
Tell my sister to come visit my grave!
Tell my brother to bring the kids next time!
Tell my ex im sorry that i lost my life first! But tell them that i love them all anyway and that im off to meet the rest of the ones who died before me... Now its my turn.. Now its my time..
Tell everyone else to stay alive just the way they are... Tell them to visit my grave.. Tell them to give and to take as they please of my things. Tell them I love them... The main three... The main three of my Bunny Love, Boyfriend, and ex..

To my Bunny Love;  wish I would have done more.
I wish i had a bit more time.
I wish i would have not made you mad tonight..
I wish i would have been honest.
Dont forget how much i love you, dont forget the stuff ill give you, dont forget im always around, ill be in your dreams as long as you sleep.. Please take care for me. Dont ever forget how dear you are to me, the dearest person ill ever meet.. Im sorry.. Im so so sorry.. Please forgive me when your over my grave, reading this but don't beat your head, its not your fault..

To my Boyfriend;
Dont forget me, wish you would have known im sorry.. You found out today, thats not so great, i know.. Take care of our best friend while i am gone.. He needs you and i want you to..  Take care of Bunny too..

To my Ex;
Maybe you shouldnt be ex... For now ill call you better things in my dreams when i am dead, i promised I would never leave your side nor die but here i am on the other side with everyone i havent met, some i have, look my grandmama is there.. So is my great one, i hope i see you soon but not in a long time, so stay alive and please be safe, watch out for the little Bunny for me.. Dont forget me, visit my grave. I wanna be buried somewhere that you and Bunny decide... I dont care where as long as you two agree and are happy without me maybe is the best choice.

To everyone else... Thank you if your in my life as i write down a note to the ones in my home... Pleas stay safe and stay alive, dont die like me isnt that enough to ask as a dying wish?.. Thank you...
One more thing about my Precious little Bunny.. You know who you are.. And dont forget i love you so... So dont die on me, dont follow me, dont come with me to this side.. Ill come to you, ill be there too, just stay alive right where you are and smile... Smile.. Please everyone smile..."

Are these lyrics? Maybe.
Just remember how much i love you if you're reading this and are in this.
Actually.. Ill tag them.

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x__Elliot__x
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Love you guys.