I'm not perfect.

I know that.

I mess up,

Say the wrong things,

Trip over my own feet.

But at least I try.

I try for you.

I try to be a wonderful person.

To not be such a screw up.

But you don't seem to care anymore.

I see you drifting further away from me and I don't know why.

Why are you leaving?

What else can I do to make you stay?

I love you,

I care for you,

I trusted you,

But you betray me.

You betray my trust,

You crush my heart,

You break my spirit.

All with just four words.
I never loved you.

Each word is like a knife to the heart And you leaving me is worse.

I expected my friends to leave,

My family to betray me.

But never you.

I never thought that I was just some toy for you to throw out when your done.

I guess I should have.

I never guessed that you would leave me for someone better.

I know I should have.

I hoped that you would love me even after I was gone.

I know now how wrong I was.

Betrayals are painful.

They tear you apart piece by piece.

They rip you up inside 'til there's nothing left.

But the thing that hurts the most and makes me suffer more,

Is that the one who betrayed me

Was you.