So, tomorrow as in August 15 to people in other time zones, my school's letters will be mailed out.  You know the ones where they tell you what team or teachers you have and what you need to buy for school? Yeah. I get that tomorrow and I'm actually really nervous for it.  I don't think I was really ever that nervous about it, but last year was so long ago so I don't remember.  Of course it's not my letter I'm worried about, it's everyone else's.

What if I end up on a team without my all my friends? I'll have to make a complete batch of new ones for homeroom, Math, science, history, english, and extra period/class we get, advisory and field trips! Or I can just be friendless in those classes, read during free time and pray that for group projects our partners are assigned and they actually do the work.

What if I do get some friends on my team but we don't have any of the same classes?  I'll only be able to see them at lunch and even then I don't see all my friends at lunch since there's only a limited amount of space at tge lunch tables and my friends have other friends as well so their other friends are there as well.
What if I get stuck on a team with all tge annoying popular kids? A lot of my friends go on a different team than I did last school year and they got all the dorky, nerdy, geeky kids.  I WOULD'VE LOVED BEING ON THAT TEAM!

I think part of the reason I'm worried is because last school year was terrible and I don't want this year to be worse.

We all have those crappy years and when we look back we'll think that 1, grade ____ sucked and that we were all overdramatic teenagers.

Omg! I admitted to being a teenager! Wow all the personal information!  It's not like so many people on wattpad are teenagers or anything! And i definitely don't reference middle school at all in my rants which half of the population of students are teenagers!

So now that all that is done, I'm sorry for not updating as frequently! I'll definitely try to get some chapters done this week.

I'm going to be honest about why I haven't been updating, unlike some people probably do to make it sound nicer.

Tge reason I haven't been posting is.....

I haven't really felt like it.

Yes, I like writing.
Yes, I appreciate all of the people who follow, vote, comment and/or read my content.
Yes, I am perfectly capable of typing.

But I have been on here for nearly a year and like most people, after using an app for so long, it loses its enjoyment levels or whatever.

I still do really enjoy wattpad and reading other people's stories.  But I'm not as motivated to write my own as I use to be.  I think that's the reason, I'm really just guessing.

But before anyone says anything about either, "you owe us this, you owe us that! Blah blah blah!" Or, "it's fine.  You don't have to spend your time doing something you dont like just for us, blah blah blah."

I didn't say either of those things.

I never said I owed you guys for being here although i do really appreciate it, and I never said I hated updating stories.

I will be updating, probably not as quickly as I use to, but I definitely will be posting.  And when school comes back around maybe I'll get more into Wattpad again because I want to procrastinate on homework!

After I post this update, I'm going over to my Klance book, your fault, to update it.  So if you like Klance and want to read something from me other than a bunch of random chapters in this book then go check it out.

BTW, I finally got my lance paladin hoodie yesterday.

Anyway, see ya shadow fans later,
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee