Chapter 8
Rachel dreamed of a mirror framed in gold.
Candlelight trembled across the glass, softening the reflection of the woman seated before it. Céline stared back at her, pale and beautiful beneath the careful work of maids who had spent the better part of an hour pinning her hair, powdering her skin and fastening pearls at her throat. The gown she wore was the colour of moonlight, embroidered with silver thread that caught the firelight each time she moved.
The king's ball was only hours away.
She should have been thinking of the court, of the lies she would need to tell, and of the eyes that would follow her through the mirrored halls. Instead, she kept thinking of Vlad.
The door opened behind her.
She knew it was him before his reflection appeared in the mirror. Her body knew first, warmth stirring beneath her skin with an answer she had tried for weeks to silence.
"You should not be here," she said in French.
Vlad stepped into the room and closed the door behind him. He was dressed for the ball in black velvet and silver embroidery, his dark hair tied back, his expression caught somewhere between amusement and accusation.
"You say that often," he replied.
"Because you often appear where you should not."
"Yet you never sound truly displeased."
Céline lowered her gaze before the mirror could betray her. "You take too much confidence from small mercies."
He came to stand behind her, close enough that the warmth of him reached through the thin fabric at her shoulders. For a moment, he did nothing but look at her reflection, and the silence between them felt more dangerous than touch.
"You look like a queen," he said.
She almost laughed. "Then I have chosen the wrong costume."
"No," he murmured. "I think it suits you."
His hands settled on her shoulders.
Céline went still.
The touch was gentle, his thumbs moving slowly against the tension gathered at the base of her neck. She should have told him to stop. She should have stood, crossed the room, and reminded him that this closeness had no future beyond the lie she was already preparing to tell. Instead, she let her eyes close.
Vlad's hands moved with careful pressure, easing the ache from her shoulders as though he had every right to touch her. The warmth beneath her skin answered him at once, golden and soft, rising towards his darkness before she could draw it back.
In the mirror, his gaze sharpened.
"There it is again," he said.
Céline opened her eyes.
"What?"
"That light." His fingers stilled at her neck. "You think I do not feel it?"
Her pulse quickened. "You are imagining things."
"I have lived too long to mistake imagination for power."
She stood abruptly, forcing his hands to fall away. "Then perhaps you should stop looking for power in every woman who refuses to explain herself to you."
Vlad's expression shifted, wounded for only a heartbeat before pride covered it. "Is that what I am to you? Another creature asking too many questions?"
"You are a man who should know when not to follow."
"And you are a woman who keeps asking me not to, while looking at me as though you hope I will."
The words struck too close.
Céline turned away, but he closed the distance before she could reach the door. Not roughly. Not yet. He moved with the quiet inevitability of shadow crossing the floor.
"Tell me what you are," he said.
"I cannot."
"Cannot, or will not?"
Her back touched the wall.
The room darkened.
For a moment she thought clouds had swallowed the moon, but the candles were still burning. The shadows had changed. They were no longer the soft shadows of the past, but the living darkness of the club, the alley, and the bond.
Rachel blinked.
Vlad stood before her, but he was no longer only the man from the memory. His eyes burned red, his face drawn with hunger, his hands trembling as though restraint had become a physical wound.
"Vlad?" she whispered.
He caught her wrist.
The shield rose before she could think. Violet light flared between them, and smoke curled from his hand where he held her. Pain tore through the bond, sharp enough to make Rachel gasp.
"You're hurt," she said.
His grip tightened despite the burn. "You are hurting me."
"I don't know how to stop."
His fangs descended, and the sight sent fear through her so quickly the room blurred. Yet beneath the fear was something worse: the aching knowledge that he was starving because she was starving, and that every instinct in him was being dragged towards a hunger neither of them understood.
"I am so hungry," he said, his voice low and frayed. "You are the only one who can save us."
The shield burned brighter.
Rachel tried to pull away, but the wall was cold against her back and Vlad was too close, his pain and hunger flooding through the bond until she could no longer tell which belonged to him and which belonged to her.
"Please," she said. "Let go."
His eyes met hers.
For one terrible second, she thought he would bite her.
Then Rachel woke with a sharp inhale.
She was not in her bedroom.
Rachel lay on a dark leather lounge beneath a soft grey blanket, the room around her unfamiliar and dim. For several seconds, she could only stare at the ceiling while her heart tried to claw its way out of her chest.
Her wrist ached.
She looked down quickly, but there was no wound. No burn. No mark from Vlad's hand. Only the dove pendant resting against her chest and the faint tremor in her fingers.
The room was elegant in a severe, masculine way, with black furniture, white walls, heavy curtains and shelves lined with books old enough to make the air smell faintly of leather and dust. Somewhere beyond a closed door, music pulsed softly through the floor.
She was above the club.
Vlad's apartment.
Rachel pushed herself upright too quickly. The room tilted, and she caught the edge of the lounge to steady herself.
"I want to go home."
Vlad stood near the window, half turned away from her. He wore the same wrinkled white shirt from the club, sleeves pushed to his elbows, his dark hair loose around a face that looked too pale even for him. His hands were clasped behind his back, as though keeping them there was the only way he trusted himself not to reach for her.
Darius stood near the door, silent and watchful.
"You will," Vlad said.
"Now."
"After we talk."
Rachel's grip tightened on the blanket. "I am very tired of waking up in places I did not choose."
Darius's expression tightened. "You fainted. We brought you somewhere private because the club staff were beginning to notice."
"That does not make this feel less like a kidnapping."
Vlad turned then, and the red in his eyes was faint but unmistakable. "If this were a kidnapping, Aphrodite, you would not be sitting there arguing with me."
"Comforting."
"Accurate."
His jaw tightened, but when he spoke again his voice was controlled. Too controlled. "You collapsed because your essence is depleted. The bond is carrying that hunger into me. I feed, but nothing satisfies. I heal, but only for a while. If this continues, I will lose control."
"That sounds like a threat."
"It is a warning."
Darius stepped forward. "Rachel, he is trying to do this carefully."
She looked back at Vlad. "Are you?"
His eyes flickered.
"I am trying," he said. "That is all I can promise."
The honesty unsettled her more than arrogance would have. The dream still clung to her, twisting past and present together until the ache in her wrist felt real. She looked at his hands, still held behind his back, and remembered the smoke rising from his skin.
"You were hurt," she said quietly.
Vlad's expression shifted. "What?"
Rachel looked at his hands, still clasped behind his back. "Nothing."
"Not nothing," he said. "Your shield flared while you slept."
Her stomach tightened. "You felt that?"
"I felt your fear. I felt the shield." His mouth tightened. "And I felt hunger, which I assure you I did not need help remembering."
Rachel swallowed. "I don't know how to fix this."
"No," he said. "But we have to start somewhere."
The door opened before she could answer.
Estella stepped inside, her red hair loose over one shoulder and her gaze already fixed on Vlad. She wore a dark silk robe, and there was something too calm in the way she entered, as if she had been called to this room for reasons she understood perfectly.
Her eyes moved to Rachel for only a moment.
"You look worse than I expected."
Rachel tightened her grip on the blanket. "Good to see you too."
Estella's mouth curved, but she did not look amused. She crossed to Vlad and touched his arm with a familiarity that made something unpleasant twist in Rachel's stomach.
"She still refuses?" Estella asked.
"I have not asked her yet," Vlad said.
Estella looked at him properly then, and for the first time Rachel saw the concern beneath her irritation. "You should have asked hours ago."
Vlad's jaw tightened. "This is not your decision."
"No," Estella said, softer now. "But it is my blood."
Rachel went still. "What?"
Estella turned back to her. "You need essence. He needs you to stop starving. Since you are not ready to take what you need from him, you can take it from me."
"No," Rachel said immediately.
Estella gave a small, elegant shrug. "Then continue suffering. It makes no difference to me, except that I would rather not watch him tear himself apart because you are too proud to survive."
"Estella," Darius warned.
She glanced at him. "What? Should I dress it up for her? She is hungry. He is hungry. This is what we are."
Rachel looked at Vlad. "You expect me to drink her blood?"
"I expect you to listen," Vlad said, though his voice was strained. "The bond has tangled your hunger with mine. Blood is not your natural source, but through me it may give you enough essence to stabilise."
"May?"
"There are no certainties with you."
Estella stepped closer to Vlad, her fingers sliding to the open collar of his shirt. "Then show her."
Rachel looked away as Vlad caught Estella's wrist, but she still felt the shift in the room. The bond tightened. Hunger, heat and something darker moved through it, pressing against Rachel's skin.
"Rachel," Darius said quietly, "you do not have to watch."
But she did.
Vlad lowered his mouth to Estella's wrist.
Estella inhaled sharply, her eyes fluttering as his fangs pierced skin. Rachel recoiled at first, disgust rising in her throat, but then the bond opened between them. Vlad's hunger moved through her, followed by the first deep pull of satisfaction he had felt in days.
Purple light flickered faintly across Rachel's palm.
Estella saw it and smiled through a breathless laugh. "There she is."
Vlad released her wrist and lifted his head, blood dark against his mouth. His eyes were red, but clearer than before.
Estella crossed the room and offered her wrist to Rachel.
Rachel drew back. "No."
"You do not need to drain me," Estella said. "You do not even need to like me."
"I don't."
"I noticed."
Despite the lightness of her tone, Estella's eyes were serious. "But if you care whether he survives the night with his sanity intact, stop pretending you can remain untouched by what you are."
Vlad moved closer, stopping before Rachel's shield could flare. "I am not asking you to become a vampire. I am asking you to take enough essence to keep the bond from consuming us both."
Rachel stared at the blood on Estella's wrist, revulsion and hunger twisting together until she could barely tell which was stronger.
"I can't."
"You can," Estella said. "The question is whether you will."
Rachel looked to Darius, hoping he would give her a reason to refuse. His expression was grim, but he did not look away.
"It may help," he said. "If it does not, we stop."
Rachel looked back at Estella's wrist. The blood should have repulsed her, and part of her was horrified that it did not. Beneath the metallic scent was something warmer, richer, threaded with essence that called to the hollow place inside her. Her stomach twisted, but her body leaned forward before her pride could stop it.
"I hate this," she whispered.
She reached for Estella's wrist with trembling fingers. Her shield stirred, violet light flickering at the edge of her skin, but it did not rise between them. Estella watched her, fangs visible behind her faint smile.
Rachel brought the bleeding wound to her mouth.
The first taste made her recoil. Blood was salt, metal and wrongness, and every human part of her rejected it. But beneath the blood was essence, and the moment it touched her tongue, warmth surged through the bond so violently that she gasped.
Vlad inhaled sharply.
Rachel tasted satisfaction through him, dark and fierce, then felt her own hunger answer. Purple light spilled from her fingers, crawling over Estella's wrist and up Rachel's arms. She drank again before she could decide whether she wanted to.
The revulsion did not vanish, but it became tangled with need. Essence rushed into her, bright and intoxicating, filling the hollow places Myus had emptied and sleep had failed to restore. Her body woke under it, every sense sharpening until she could hear Estella's heartbeat, Darius's quiet breath, and Vlad's restraint fraying thread by thread across the room.
"Rachel," Darius said.
She heard him, but the light was getting brighter.
Violet shimmered across her skin, beautiful and terrible. For one moment she saw herself as something other than human, something made to draw life, devotion and desire towards her until the world bent around the hunger of her own essence.
"Aphrodite," Vlad said, his voice low and urgent. "That is enough."
Rachel tightened her grip on Estella's wrist.
Vlad moved then, fast enough that the room blurred. He caught Rachel's shoulder without touching skin, his hand closing around the blanket instead. The interruption snapped something loose inside her, and Rachel pulled back with a gasp.
Estella lowered her wrist, pale but smiling faintly. "Well," she breathed, sinking onto the edge of the nearest chair. "That was a new kind of high."
Rachel stared at the blood on her mouth, then at the stain on her fingers. Shock crashed over her.
"What have you done to me?"
Vlad crouched before her, careful to keep distance between them. "You did not seem to resist for long."
Her eyes flashed to his. "Do not."
The warning in her voice made even Estella look at her.
Vlad's expression tightened. "That was poorly said."
"Yes, it was."
He inclined his head once, the apology almost too small to count but there all the same. "You needed essence. You have it now."
Rachel wiped her mouth with the back of her hand and immediately regretted it when the blood smeared across her skin. "I feel disgusting."
"You are stronger," Vlad said.
"I said disgusting."
Darius moved to her side and offered a clean cloth from the side table. Rachel took it without looking at him.
"Your eyes," Vlad said.
Rachel froze. "What about them?"
"They are purple."
She looked towards the dark glass of a cabinet and saw her reflection staring back: pale face, blood-marked mouth, and eyes glowing a vivid violet.
The sight should have terrified her. It did terrify her. But beneath the fear was a whisper of fascination that made everything worse.
Vlad watched her reflection too. "Enchanting."
Rachel turned from the glass. "If you have what you need, let me go home."
"My essence is replenished," Vlad said. "For now."
"For now?"
"The bond remains. If you starve again, I starve with you."
"Then break it."
"If I knew how, do you think I would be standing here negotiating with a half-trained Aphrodite who considers me a blood-sucking leech?"
"You are a blood-sucking leech."
A trace of humour touched his mouth. "And you are a stubborn, dangerous creature who has no idea what she is doing."
"That's the first accurate thing anyone has said all night."
Darius exhaled softly, almost a laugh, but tension still held the room taut.
Rachel shifted to stand, but her legs trembled. Vlad rose at the same time, and the movement brought him close enough that the bond pulled between them. Her shield flickered, not as violently as before, but present.
He stopped. "You still fear me."
"You gave me reasons."
"I did."
The admission surprised her.
Vlad's gaze dropped to the faint violet shimmer at the edge of her skin. "Your shield lets Darius near you. It let Estella near you. It burns me because you expect pain from me."
"Are you blaming me for being scared of you?"
"No." His voice lowered. "I am saying the shield is not only power. It is judgement."
Rachel looked down at her hands. "I don't know how to control it."
"Then we test it."
"No."
"I am not asking for blood."
"You're asking for something."
"One touch."
Rachel stared at him. "Absolutely not."
"Your shield flared while you slept," Vlad said. "It burns me when I reach for you awake. If the bond is going to keep dragging us together, we need to know whether you can lower it by choice."
Darius stepped closer. "Rachel, you do not have to do this tonight."
Vlad's gaze sharpened. "You are not helping."
Estella leaned back in the chair, one hand pressed to her wrist. "This is entertaining, but if you are going to argue all night, I would like another drink."
Rachel looked at Vlad. The feeding had strengthened her, but it had not erased the exhaustion beneath her skin or the confusion in her chest. She wanted to go home. She wanted to sleep for a week. She wanted to wake in a world where Lindon was still her biggest problem and men with fangs were reserved for bad television.
But the bond was still there and so was the hunger. When she closed her eyes, she could still feel his hand burning around her wrist, still hear his voice telling her she was hurting him.
"One touch," she said. "Not a kiss. Not blood. Not anything else."
Vlad's eyes held hers. "One touch."
Rachel drew a slow breath and held out her hand.
Vlad approached with the caution of a creature nearing fire. His hand hovered above hers, close enough that she felt the cold edge of his darkness before skin met skin. Her shield flared instinctively, violet light sparking between them.
Rachel forced herself not to pull away.
"I'm trying," she whispered.
"I know."
The words were quiet, almost gentle.
She thought of the dream, of Céline at the mirror, of Vlad's hands easing tension from her shoulders, of the ache of wanting him and fearing what that wanting meant. She thought of the alley, the blood, the bond, and the strange certainty that this man had been part of her life before she knew her own name.
The shield thinned.
Vlad's fingers brushed hers and this time, there was no smoke.
The contact was small, almost nothing, but the bond answered with startling force. Darkness and violet light moved together beneath her skin, not fighting now, but recognising. Rachel gasped, and Vlad's hand closed around hers before either of them could think better of it.
His expression changed.
For one breath, she felt him clearly: hunger, pain, restraint, anger, and beneath all of it a loneliness so old it felt carved into the bones of the earth. It should have frightened her away. Instead, it pulled at the same hidden place the dreams had touched.
Vlad released her first.
Rachel drew her hand back to her chest, shaken.
"Well," Estella said softly. "That is new."
Darius said nothing.
Vlad looked at Rachel as though she had become a problem he no longer knew how to solve.
"You need rest," he said.
"I need to go home."
Rachel tried to stand, but the room tilted before she had taken a full step. The strength she had taken from Estella's blood had already begun to thin, leaving behind a strange, shimmering exhaustion. Feeding had filled one hollow place inside her, but touching Vlad had opened another.
Darius moved towards her. "Rachel."
"I'm fine," she said, though the effort it took to stay upright betrayed her.
Vlad did not reach for her. He only watched as she steadied herself against the lounge, his expression held carefully still. "You are newly fed, half trained, and tied to a bond neither of us understands. If you leave now, you will collapse before you reach the stairs."
"I don't want to stay here."
Darius looked at Vlad. "She should be somewhere she feels safe."
"She fainted in the club an hour ago," Vlad said. "She is not safe anywhere until she understands what is happening to her."
"That is not your decision."
"No," Vlad said, his gaze returning to Rachel. "It is hers."
Rachel hated that they were both looking at her. Home sounded like safety, but home had not stopped Darius from finding her, had not stopped Vlad from reaching her through the bond, and had not stopped dreams from opening inside her mind like old wounds. She looked at the door, then at the blanket on the lounge, then down at the blood still faintly staining her fingers.
"I'll stay until I can stand without falling over," she said. "That's it."
Estella rose from the chair, her wrist already healing. "Try not to kill each other before morning."
"Estella," Vlad warned.
She smiled faintly as she moved towards the door. "What? I am being supportive."
Darius lingered a moment longer, his attention fixed on Rachel. "Call me if you need me."
Rachel nodded, though she was not sure she would.
When he and Estella left, the apartment became too quiet. Vlad crossed the room and picked up the grey blanket from where it had slipped to the floor. He paused before offering it to her, careful not to let his fingers brush hers.
The restraint made her throat tighten for reasons she did not want to examine.
She took the blanket and pulled it around herself. "This does not mean I forgive you."
"I know."
"And it does not mean I trust you."
"I know that too."
His voice had lost the arrogance she expected from him, and Rachel wished he would put it back. It would have been easier to hate him cleanly if he remained cruel, easier if he did not look so exhausted, easier if the dreams had not given her the memory of his hands on Céline's shoulders and his voice asking her to come to the king's ball.
She leaned back against the lounge, too tired to keep fighting the heaviness closing over her. Vlad remained by the window with his hands clasped behind his back, his reflection pale and still in the darkened glass.
"Are you going to watch me sleep?" she asked, her voice already blurring.
Sleep pulled her under before she could find any more words. The last thing she saw was the faint red in Vlad's eyes reflected in the window, and the last thing she felt was the bond between them, quieter now but far from broken.
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