Srry it's sloppy....

I feel so neglected, like I can't be my true self, and even online and in the most accepting community in the world, I still feel trapped inside my own head.
I have been hurt like this once before, not being able to express myself in the fear someone would hurt me.
Now, it's different, I'm the one hurting, and I feel so ashamed yet so angry and sad.
I have lost two hearts. What happens if I lose the last?

Sorry for dumping this on you all...