chapter 20.5: extended version

sana stood up, and slowly walk towards the closet to find a rope, but to her dismay, no ropes is found. she looked around the room, nowhere to wrap the rope if ever she has one, and then she visited the bathroom to check the kit behind the mirror.

she only saw a comb, aid kit, and.. sana widen her eyes, and saw a knife. why'd a knife be placed here? its handle was designed in flower, rose gold color.. pretty sharp and shiny steel.

she gulped, and wipe away her tears. she gripped the handle, and bit her lower lip. stare at herself in the mirror, seeing herself in pity because of her face in too much worse state, not-so-okay.

she glared, "fuck this face, and feelings." without hesitating, she stabbed her chest.

"master, hindi ko po mahanap ang susi!"

"kumuha na lang ng kutsilyo o card, martilyo narin sakaling ayaw bumukas nitong pinto," namjoon said in a hurry. his face says about how frustrated he is right now.

the maids hurriedly get the things they're ordered for, and seokjin is there. resting his back in the wall close to namjoon, "just relax, namjoon."

then they heard painful scream.

"shut up! she might jump off the window or worse," namjoon widen his eyes when he remembered his younger sister's posession. he cursed and it causes seokjin to hear it. he furrowed his eyebrows and didn't ask at all.

when the maids came back with the things that're needed in their hands, namjoon quickly get the hammer and didn't hesitate to bust the doorknob for impatience.

seokjin told the maids to get back to their work, and so they did. seokjin just left namjoon who was going inside his sister's bedroom.

seokjin stopped his tracks when he heard namjoon shouted sana's name. he quickly got inside, and saw them in the bathroom.

every steps seokjin made, he saw fresh deep scarlet colored blood.. the blood was gushing out from a familiar woman onto the white neat floor of the bathroom. he saw namjoon crying, and sana was there, laying there with no life onto her lovely eyes.

namjoon let sana's head rest in his arms, "sana, sana.." sana's eyes were looking in the ceiling, no soul can be seen inside those pretty eyes. her left chest was empty and open, that's where the blood came out, the heart was in her hand while the free hand is grabbing the knife that stained by her blood.

"i-i'll call the-" namjoon cutted seokjin's words. namjoon glance at him, seokjin saw sadness, and hopeless in his almond shaped eyes.

"seokjin, i'll name the art hope's lose love, because she is a goddess for me that loses hope to love she wanted from me," namjoon get the knife. she glances at sana's lifeless body, "sana, hope.."

seokjin widen his eyes when namjoon pointed the knife on him, "n-namjoon, what the fuck are you do-?!"

namjoon widen his eyes, as he felt the steel got in his chest where the heart is located. "i love you too, sana," namjoon smiled. his tears going down to his cheeks as he slowly see darkness in his vision.

seokjin himself saw it in the first time, person killing himself.. that person is blood related, and.. not just one person but two youngsters who're in that state because of... love.