tine- Please forgive me.
The air is thicker and everything seems to be in slow motion. I feel as if it's very hard to breath now. I'm alive but my heart feels like it's been shattered into a million pieces. How could I have been so stupid? I trusted Sarawat and he goes ahead and hugs her. I wish I haven't came out those doors. I heard Pam's confession. She told him she loves him and he let her hug him. Right in front of me!

I don't think I ever been hurt this badly. I always had expectations for love and I thought I finally had got it but I guess there is no such thing called a happy ending. I ran as fast as I could to get away from everyone until I made it to the staircase for the exit to the school. I break down in tears as I slam my hands into the wall.

"Why?" I scream out loud as I cry my eyes out.

I begin to leave the school as I plan to make my way back home. I can't live in the same place as Sarawat. I am packing my shit today and not staying another night. I want to erase every memory away from there. Like I simply never existed in his life. Clearly Pam wasn't just a pass. She captured his heart first and I was just a substitute until the real one showed up.

I want to think that he was only playing me and he was bored the whole time that we were together. I knew I shouldn't have trusted a hot guy. Especially a guy as hot as him.

I eventually realize that I made it home. I open the door and immediately went upstairs and grab my suitcase. I grab all my clothes and place in inside my suitcase. I grab my huge bag as I take all the possession that I own and place them side. I come across on my nightstand and see the camera that I bought.

The camera that I wanted to use to make memories with Sarawat but I guess everything is all a memory now. I sigh and grab and forcefully stuff it in my bag as I angrily zip it up. I take one last glimpse at the place as I walk downstairs. I don't have many options to go. I don't even have my old dorm room.

Sarawat and I sighed off to live off campus. The room is probably already filled up by now. I can't live with Type. He lives way too far. I guess my only option is to live with Ohm and Fong in their dorm. I take out my phone as I text them that I will be stay with them.

They quickly responded and said of course. I grab my suitcase and begin to head to the boys dormitory. Even there I still have Sarawat's memories.

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"Tine what happened? I thought you were living off campus with Sarawat." Ohm asked me. I kinda wish he didn't asked me that but they are letting me stay here so I own them an explanation.

"I moved out. We broke up." I admit to them and I hear a gasp coming from Ohm and Fong's mouth.

"Are you okay?" I hear Fong asked me. I shake my head no.

"I'm not okay but I'll live." I state to them.

"Did you guys fight or....."

"I saw him hugging his ex girlfriend in front of me. After he told me he said he didn't like her. He was clearly playing with my heart." I admit to them. Just admitting and telling them all of this just hurts so bad.

I miss Wat and I want him so bad but I can't be with him anymore. He's heart didn't belong to me. It belong to Pam.

"I can't believe Sarawat. I didn't know he was a cheater." Ohm slams his hand on the table and I look at him to see he is all furious and mad.

"Ohm calm down." Fong tries to tell him.

"Hell no! He comes around and messes with Tine and turns him Bisexual and then cheats. He presents himself as the cool guy but he is actually a world class douchebag. I promise the next time I see him, I'm going to kick his ass!" Ohm says and as soon as he finishes ranting, the door knocks. Ohm walks over to the door opens it. "S-Sarawat?" I hear Ohm stutter and I quickly stand up.

"I need to speak to Tine." I hear his voice from outside. He's got a lot of nerve trying to talk to me.

"I'm sorry Sarawat but he's not here to see you." Ohm says to him

"Please I really need to see him." I see Wat trying to push through and as he steps him. I see him staring at me. His eyes looks puffy. Like he was crying. He looks exhausted and tired. His hair is all messed up. He looks miserable. "Come home." Is the first thing he says to me.

"Why should I?" I questioned him. He has a lot of nerve coming here

"Tine what you saw was just a misunderstand-"

"Wat just drop it. I don't want to hear it." I tell him.

"Tine please. You know I wouldn't do anything like that to hurt you." I hear Wats voice breaking.

I want to believe him but it's too much. I don't want to compete with Pam. I don't want to deal with none of this.

"It's getting late. You should go." I tell him off but Wat just shakes his head no. He walk towards me as he falls to his knees.

I feel him pulling on my leg as he pleads. "I'm sorry. Please forgive me Tine. I love you so much." Wat cries on my leg. I start to cry to as he says all of this.

I love you too Wat. I really do. I loved you the moment you came into my life. I love how make me feel. I love how you tease me and annoyingly grab my boobs every day. I love how kind and gentle you are with me. I love everything about you.

I wipe my tears off as I say. "Just....give me some time to think about it." I say to him and I see Wat lifting up his head. "You should go now. I wanna get some sleep." I tell him and Wat stands up from his knees and walks out.

I sigh as I lay dow back on the floor. I look at Ohm and Fong as they give me sad looks. They must of been pretty emotional from what they have witness. Ohm finally turns off the lights so we can all fall asleep.

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A/N: Sarawat begging on his knees for Tine will always break me.😭

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