[Terroriser X reader]
[Selfish]
[Request from anonymous]

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This chapter contains smut and sexual content! If you are uncomfortable or triggered by this, skip this one!

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Key:
(Y/n) = Your name
(L/n) = Last name
(D/n) = Dad's name
(F/fr) = Favourite fruit
(F/fl) = Favourite flower
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Stars are scattered across the night's sky glittering and shining their beautiful light. Two small towns in the hills settles quietly, families sleeping peacefully and people enjoying their nighttime.

The (L/n) household is strained by pain, unhappiness and revenge. Drinking his tenth beer is (D/n) (L/n) trying to forget the pain that has sat with him ever since his wife died to wolves more specifically werewolves.

(Y/n) (L/n) walks deep into the darkness of the old woods. Nobody dares to enter there because everybody who has entered, never came out again—vanishing into thin air. At age fifteen, (Y/n) dropped out of High School jumping multiple jobs. Her Dad was hellbent on getting revenge for his wife's death and he wanted (Y/n) to make it her life's mission to kill the werewolf who took her Mother's life. She couldn't hurt a fly let alone a werewolf.

"How can I know. Where this life goes. When I stumble. With every step I take..." (Y/n) sings gently walking through the woods.

A werewolf with brown fur and red eyes catches a scent in the air (f/fr) and (f/fl) quickly changing into his human form. He wakes up groggy throwing on some clothes exiting the pack house sniffing the air, he catches her scent going off into the woods and his blue eyes widen in shock feeling his heart speed up. He breaks off into a sprint trying to catch her before she goes too deep.

"Where do I go. When I've lost hope. Can't save my soul. I've made my last mistake..." she sings as the tears rush past her lashes.

She's reached the pond. Something about it gives her a sense of calm and helps her to clear her mind of the haunting thoughts she has. Brian sighs in relief still smelling the young woman's scent on the pack's territory. He slowly makes his way towards his girlfriend's scent and sweet voice.

"Down in the darkness. Down in the darkness. Down in the darkness. It's so cold..." she sings breaking into a sob.

Brian watches her with sad eyes. He's never heard her cry before or sing, she's got a good voice but he can hear the pain in her voice.

"(Y/n)...?" Brian calls out.

She jumps up surprised wiping away her tears turning to her boyfriend with a smile, a fake one. He frowns walking up to her towering over her bringing a hand up to her face holding her cheek.

"What are you doing out here so late?" Brian asks concerned.

Although she appreciates his concern, she can't help but be suspicious of his sudden appearance. Her Dad taught her everything about protection, she knows for a fact Brian was not behind her when she entered the woods.

"How did you know I was here?" She questions confused.

He gulps nervously removing his hand from her cheek scratching his neck. He says, "I was out for a stroll myself and I watched you enter here. I didn't think anybody else had the balls to enter these woods."

She knows he's lying to her. She's learned everything about him in the past year and a half, he always scratches his neck when he's nervous or lying.

"Strange. Everybody avoids these woods like the plague!" (Y/n) comments.

"Mate shouldn't be out here. The rogues could be out here for blood." Terroriser warns Brian.

Brian shivers and turns his head away from his girlfriend looking back at the direction of the pack house.

"Why don't I walk you home?" Brian asks.

She tenses up shivering herself. Brian notices her body language confused by the reaction. She takes a deep breath and bravely says, "I'm not going back."

Brian blinks rapidly confused. He knows that she often goes for late night/early morning walks but she's always went back home to her Dad's.

"Babe, you're not making any sense. What do you mean you're not going home?" Brian asks concerned.

Something just snapped inside of her. She wasn't sure if it was bottling her problems until she exploded or if she was isolated but she couldn't hold it in anymore. She sobs crumbling down to the ground with Brian following hugging her.

"What's going on, baby? I can't help unless you tell me." Brian sighs.

"My Dad, he—he's been drinking every day for the last ten almost eleven years and he's been relentless. He's hellbent on revenge against the we—wolves who murdered my Mom." (Y/n) sighs exhausted.

Brian's blue eyes widen in shock. He knows that (Y/n) is a human and he now knows that she knows of the werewolves existence, she's not supposed to know anything.

"Wolves? Why go after wolves? They are wild animals." Brian interjects trying to take the conversation away from werewolves.

"He gave the wolf a scar so he could go back and kill it, or get me to kill it. He's been training me to hunt it." (Y/n) admits.

The breath suddenly gets caught in Brian's throat. His body would involuntarily shift into his wolf form by the time he was ten (even though werewolves weren't supposed to shift until their sixteenth birthday), he couldn't control it and he could never remember what happened after shifting. One day when he woke up in his wolf form, he discovered a cut over his left eye.

"T-That's horrible, baby. I'm so sorry..." Brian apologises feeling the tears spring to his eyes.

He's trying not to shake and raise suspicion but he feels like a pile of crap, he killed his girlfriend's—his mate's Mother. His stomach churns aggressively and the overwhelming urge to vomit hits him full force, he fights it as best as he can.

"Do you want to come home with me for tonight? I'm sure my pa—friend's wouldn't mind in the slightest." Brian rambles nervously.

She knows she wants Brian's comfort right now. She nods her head and they walk back to the house together cuddling all the way, neither of them say a word. Brian didn't want to fuck everything up, (Y/n)'s his mate and he knows for a fact that her finding out that he killed her Mother forgetting all about it would kill her. He's the reason that her home life is so shitty in his eyes.

They enter and everybody is asleep. Brian guides (Y/n) to his room locking the door behind them to stop any pack members walking in the room in their wolf form.

"I just need to use the bathroom, be right back." (Y/n) mumbles walking to the en suite.

Brian quickly scribbles a note sliding it under his door before leaning against his bed frame having a serious conversation with his wolf.

"You...killed our mate's Mother? How the fuck could you do this to her, Terroriser?!" Brian yells at his wolf Terroriser.

"I was blinded by rage and she saw me, what was I supposed to do?! Risk her telling everybody about the existence of werewolves?!" Terroriser yells back.

"But her Dad saw you! You heard her out in the woods, she's been trained to kill you! Me! Us! Don't you understand that?!" Brian yells angrily.

(Y/n) comes out of the bathroom and Brian snaps out of his internal argument with his wolf. (Y/n) wraps her arms around Brian and he hugs her back, guilt eating away at him.

"You want to lie down?" Brian asks.

She nods silently. They lay on top of the bedsheet cuddling one another feeling depressed about the current situation.

"Do you want to talk about it some more? I've never known you to cry like that, I just want to make sure that you're okay." Brian sighs.

She doesn't say anything to him, she just continues to hug him.

"I just want to forget everything for one night..." she sighs.

Brian bites his lip. He's being extremely selfish right now, (Y/n)'s his mate and he wants nothing more than to claim her. He knows he can't mark her but he knows if she ever finds out about who really killed her Mother, she'd kill him—it's what she's been trained to do.

"Let me love you tonight, baby. Let me love all of you to help you forget." Brian offers.

She bites her lip nervously. She's never been with anybody before but she's heard from the likes of the internet and television that sex is a huge stress reliever. She smiles and nodding her head.

Brian's wolf practically loses his mind with excitement at their mate's acceptance to Brian's offer.

Brian begins kissing (Y/n) softly and she responds to his kiss with a little more heat than him so he naturally becomes more passionate with his kiss. They break apart breathless and Brian makes a trail of kisses along her jawline. She unbuttons Brian's shirt feeling the heat of passion course through her.

"Impatient, aren't we?" Brian chuckles hungrily.

(Y/n) lets out a whimper sending Brian into a lustful spiral. (Y/n)'s aromatic scent heightens Brian's senses, a werewolf drowning in their mate's scent is like being intoxicated but in a healthy kind of way.

"Only for you," (Y/n) breathes out.

They both sit up undressing each other. They're both naked in front of one another and (Y/n) gets really shy suddenly, anybody would be nervous about losing their virginity.

"Are you okay, baby?" Brian asks nervously.

Although he's had sex before, being with intimate with his mate makes him feel giddy and excited like he's having sex for the first time all over again. Werewolves say sex with your mate is completely out of the world, making love with the person you are bonded to for life is something every werewolf wants to experience.

"I-I'm just shy and nervous. I-I've never done this before..." she admits biting her nails.

Brian smiles down at her softly kissing her lips giving her reassurance. Brian gently lays her down on the bed kissing down to her neck, the valley of her breasts, down her stomach and to her womanhood. His hot breath makes her shiver in anticipation. She doesn't know what to expect, she's excited but she's also nervous.

His lips kiss her area and she bites her lip in excitement. His wet tongue strokes womanhood making her almost breathless, the feel of his tongue pleasuring her makes her giddy and warm inside. His tongue enters her and her hands find their way into his brown hair as she lets out a breathy moan of pleasure.

"You taste so good, baby." Brian breathes.

She hums in response. He caresses her folds with his tongue moving his face away, he inserts a finger inside of her. Her walls are very tight around his finger as he slowly and gently pumps his finger in and out.

"Brian~" she breathes.

Brian can't fight the smile of relief hearing her breathily moaning his name. With his other hand, he plays with her clit making her feel tingling and warm. He stops making her huff impatiently. They look into each other's eyes, Brian brings his finger up to his mouth licking her juices clean from his finger. She bites her lip in anticipation. Sitting up, she pulls him down onto the bed straddling his hips. His erection is sitting just below her entrance throbbing with excitement.

She kisses the corner of his mouth, kissing down to his neck which he lets a little growl out to. Through her trail of kisses, she smiles loving the effect she has on him and his body. She's down to his stomach just above his throbbing cock. She looks back into his blue eyes licking her lips hungrily, he's now the one biting his lip in excitement. She takes his length in her hand kissing up and down with soft wet kisses making him growl lowly again.

"Impatient, aren't we?" She chuckles copying him.

He's now the one to huff in annoyance. Without warning she opens her mouth sucking on the tip of his cock, she flicks her tongue around the sensitive head of his throbbing member. He shivers at the weird but enjoyable sensation. She bobs her head slowly up and down an inch at a time, she moans at the feel of his erect member in her mouth and a chill goes down Brian's spine feeling the delicious vibrations of her erotic moans.

"You're so fucking good at this, baby~" Brian groans lustfully.

She smiles as she bobs her head up and down his shaft. She doesn't feel nervous anymore because she can see the clear enjoyment on Brian's face. She gently fondles his balls and he bites his tongue at the erotic sensations he's feeling. She licks up and down his member flicking her tongue as she gets to the tip. He feels the familiar pull in the pit of his stomach and he gets up spinning over so he's on top.

Brian gently sucks down on her neck leaving a little trail of hickeys, his wolf goes wild screaming at him to mark her but he ignores Terroriser. She digs her nails into his muscular biceps. Brian kisses her lips filled lust and need, (Y/n) matching the need with her kiss.

"Are you sure you want this?" Brian asks gently.

"I've never been more sure of anything in my life." She smiles happily.

Although the guilt is eating away at him, he ignores it pulling a condom out of the bedside dresser. He places the condom over his length staring down at (Y/n) with lust and love. He positions himself at her entrance leaning down to kiss her gently.

"This might hurt, if it hurts too much we'll stop. Okay? I don't want to hurt you." Brian admits nervously.

Despite Brian's warning, she just smiles and nods her head. Her walls clench around the tip of his member, he watches her face as he slowly pushes in. She bites her lip feeling a burning sensation below.

"I'm okay, keep going." She says.

He gently and slowly pulls in and out until the burning sensations clears up and (Y/n) is letting out breathy moans feeling ecstasy from his thrusts, she's not the only one enjoying herself. Brian lets out a few growls. Feeling the familiar pull in his stomach, he uses his free hand to play with (Y/n)'s clit and she feels an unfamiliar pull in her own stomach. Her vision is filled with flickering lights as the pull gets stronger and stronger.

"Brian~!" She yells in bliss until the pull explodes inside of her making her body convulse and her (e/c) eyes roll to the back of her head.

Brian pumps for another minute before finally releasing his seed into the condom breathless and sweaty. He pulls out throwing the condom into the bin cuddling next to his mate with his sweaty trembling body.

"That was..." he pants.

"Amazing." (Y/n) smiles pecking his lips.

Hours pass and (Y/n) has fallen asleep in Brian's arms, he can't sleep knowing what he's done to her.

"I'm so fucking sorry. I'm so selfish and I can't lose you, I love you." Brian whispers feeling the tears spring to his eyes.

After another two hours he still can't sleep so he gets up throwing his boxers on walking out into the hallway down to the kitchen. It's four in the morning and he's not expecting anybody to be up at this hour. He grabs himself a glass of water staring out of the window.

"Someone got laid."

Brian jumps turning around to see Jonathan with a cocky smirk on his face. Brian knows he can trust Jonathan with anything and he knows that he's had the same problem with his wolf taking control when he was younger.

"Hey. Yeah, I did." Brian says scratching his neck with a frown.

Jonathan watches Brian's body language change with confusion. (Y/n) wakes up seeing Brian's not beside her. She notices the open door grabbing one of his shirts creeping down the hall praying not to wake anybody. She stops when she sees Brian and his friend Jonathan, she eavesdrops.

"What was it bad?" Jonathan asks confused.

(Y/n)'s eyes fill with tears. Did he lie and just say I was good? She thinks to herself.

"What? No, she was really amazing! But I'm a selfish bastard, man. I've fucked up so badly." Brian sighs turning away from his friend.

Jonathan stands beside him with worried eyes.

Brian sighs, "You know how you couldn't control Delirious but you remembered every time? I couldn't control Terroriser when I was younger and I could never remember what he did." Brian sighs.

(Y/n)'s heart hammers hard against her chest. Who the fuck are Delirious and Terroriser? She thinks to herself.

"What's he got to do with your girl?" Jonathan asks confused.

Brian leans down onto the countertop burying his face in his hands. He croaks, "It was me...Terroriser killed her Mother."

Jonathan's blue eyes widen in shock. (Y/n)'s heart almost stops in her chest as Brian's words repeat over and over in her head. She quietly hurried back to the bedroom rushing into the bathroom to be sick. She empties her stomach contents feeling her anxiety spike through the roof.

I need to get the fuck out of here. She thinks to herself.

Brian and Jonathan are standing in the kitchen in silence. Jonathan knows that (Y/n) and Brian are mates but it makes everything more complicated than it already is—not only is Brian's mate human but she's also lost her Mother to her mate's blood hungry wolf.

"Shit, Brian. Why didn't you say anything?" Jonathan asks.

"I didn't know until she told me the story a couple hours ago. Her Dad sliced the left eye of the wolf ten almost eleven years ago, I woke up in my wolf form to see the slice and I still have the fucking scar in my wolf form." Brian sighs guiltily.

Jonathan frowns unsure of what to advise. How could he know what to say in a fucked situation like Brian's?

"I don't know what to say, Brian. You should probably tell her before she finds out herself. You're mates and you know you'd have to tell her soon about being a werewolf." Jonathan replies with a sad smile.

Brian nods walking back to the bedroom. He sees the door wide open and he raises his brow. I left the door closed ajar, why is it wide open? He thinks to himself.

He forces his legs to move forward to see his bedroom empty. (Y/n)'s gone along with her clothes.

"(Y/n)?" Brian calls.

He enters the bathroom to see it empty. His eyes are on the window which is wide open and he feels his heart drop.

"Fuck." He breathes.
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