(If you're lost just read the last chapter to catch back up ! :) )
Valaries pov

"Why would I actually mate with you , after all the shit you did to me "
My voice sounded shaky and nervous but I wanted him to hear every single thing I wanted to let out finally.
"Valerie , I know I've been a bad mate but I'm alrea experiencing pain from my wolf and I don't wanna make it worst. I also don't want to see you suffering in any type of pain again ", Alexander says with a sad tone in his voice.

His eyes started to twitch and turn into the dark shade that happens when he's about to turn into his wolf . This time he he tries controlling it the best he can but I know that his wolf just won't allow it.

He lets out a great big howl and pulls me closer to him .
"Valarie we have to mate . U have no decision in this"

He carries me into his room and I scream , kick, and cry. I knew exactly what happened with mating in our pack . It was done a little different then how other packs did it .

He locked the door, took the knife and cut into my hand . I cried in pain letting out a big gasp. He then cuts his and puts our hands together .

I cry feeling the tingly feeling that's coming . I hate it.
He throws me onto the bed and starts to slowly pull my pants down . I cried so hard . He removed my underwear and started to thrust himself into me . Each being harder in harder.

He pulled me closer while doing it and all I could think about was wanting to be dead .
How horrible can a person be to force someone like this ?

"Valarie , I'm sorry . He realized what had happened and backed off of me", said Alexander.

He looked at his hand and his eyes widened. "Oh shit ."
That's all he could say . He pulled his hands up and gripped his hair as almost as if he wanted to pull it all out .
I still laid there crying and whimpering . I was more than hurt . I didn't know how to describe it

He knew exactly what his wolf made him do. I stood up and limped to the nearest bathroom . I just had to shower. I felt dirty and gross in the inside

The water hit my back and I screamed in agony . I was in so much pain. I could hear him in the background cussing and throwing stuff all around .

I just wanted to get out of here that's all. I cried and stayed in the shower for about a good forty minutes.

As I finished putting on some closed and tied my hair into a pony tail I went back to the bed and just laid there .
Looks like Alexander left a while ago. I hope he wouldn't come back. I walk down to the kitchen and grab me a granola bar . I haven't ate in a while and I actually somewhat caught a appetite today.

1 month later

I rushed to the toilet throwing up from feeling sick. I've been doin this for awhile now and I have no clue what it could be . Maybe I have some type of stomach bug .
Alexander comes in and holds my hair back for me . I shiver from the way he touches me. He doesn't allow me out of his sight anymore . He claims he wants to "protect " me .

"I don't want you to panic or anything Val, but I think you should take a pregnancy test ", says Alexander.

My eyes widen because it didn't come to my mind that I might actually be pregnant. I stand up and cover my eyes letting out a sob. I didn't have the right state of mind to have a baby right now if that was the case .

His tall figure hovers over me as I cry as he gives me a hug and tells me he's going to the pack doctor for a pregnancy test . I sit out the bathroom floor crying my eyes out while he goes to the doctor .

He returns fifteen minutes later and hands me the rectangular box . He then tells me to go ahead and do it and I stand there waiting for him to leave out of the bathroom.

"I'm staying in here so don't even think about telling me to leave ", states Alexander.

I roll my eyes and hurriedly peed on the stick. Now all we have to do is wait for the terrifying results .
About five minutes past and he snatches the stick before I can even grab it from the counter.

His eyes widen and he looks at me.

"Y-your pregnant Valarie", says Alexander and a tone I can't describe.

I drop down crying and he picks me up . I'm now carrying the alpha , my mate , baby inside of me .

What could possibly get worst!

Annndddd there you have it ! A new chapter . Sorry that it is somewhat short . I'm going to work my way back up with making longer chapters for you guys ! Hope you enjoy ❤️