I woke up to the sound of my phone blaring my ringtone.
I pick it up, and the caller ID says its Anna.
I answer immediately.
"Hey Anna!" I said tiredly, yet happy.
"Hey, Kay! Thanks for bringing me home last night. You make it home good?" She asked.
I hesitated before replying.
"Y-yeah." I said uncertainly.
"Kailey...is everything alright? Did...did he hurt you again?" She asked.
I let tears escape my eyes.
"I-im okay...i promise." I say.
"Oh Kailey...im scared that on day, he'll go too far." She said.
I smiled sadly.
"I'll see you when i get downstairs." I said.
She replied with a delayed,
"Okay..." and hung up.
I sighed, and put on my clothes.
I put on a black T-shirt that said, 'Silence' on it in white.
I put on white jeans, and my black sneakers.
Thats when i noticed my arm...it looks like someone treated it better...well...i thank them, whoever they are.
I went downstairs, and my dad was sitting in his chair, watching TV.
I tried to sneak to the door, but he pulled me back by my shirt.
"Not gonna say bye? Fuckin' bitch." He said.
"Where the hell is my headache pills?" He asked me.
"I-i do-dont know." I said in fear.
I mentally punched myself for showing weakness like that.
He shoved me towards the door, and i ran out.
Sure enough, when i got downstairs, Anna was waiting for me.
I soon as she saw me, she hugged me. I hugged back tightly.
I could sense that the four figures are back.
What is their deal?!
We pull away.
We walked along the sidewalk.
If your wondering how i know; i have a sixth sense.
I can tell when people are watching me, when someone is near me, or when people are trying to sneak up on me.
One time, Anna tried to come up on me...
I didnt know it was her...
She still has a burn mark on her calf.
*innocent smile*
We walked into the school, and went to the cafeteria.
We got our breakfast, and sat at our usual table.
My breakfast was just cereal.
Anna had a muffin.
We ate, and went to our lockers.
Anna's locker is on the oppsite side of the school, infortunatley, so she had to walk there.
I grabbed my binder, and put my backpack away. I slipped my phone inside my jean pocket, and walked to homeroom.
Homeroom, for me, is science.
Science is one of my better subjects.
I always get above 85% average in this class.
The teacher, Mr. Reese, sat at his desk and graded some last minute papers.
We had about 10 minutes before he would be finished, so everyone went on their phones or read.
I went on my phone.
Those figures are watching me through the windows!
This is getting ridiculous...
On my phone, i went to YouTube.
I looked for one of my favorite songs; Destiny, by NEFFEX.

Yeah...
I dont believe in destiny.
I just ddo whats best for me.
Dont listen to my enemies.
Theyre just full of jealousy.

Girl,
This legacy.
You gon' see whats left of me.
You gon' see success in me.
You aint seen the rest of me.

I just wanna be the best at what i know.
Better than the rest, just watch me grow.
Put me to the test, and watch me go.
This is my quest; im'ma make it known.

They call me obsessive, oh i know.
Call me selective with my notes.
Call me aggressive with my flow.
Call me offensive, even though...

Yo.
I aint gonna lie, lifes tough.
Try to get by, lifes rough.
Try to do it right; its not enough.
Even though you try; you still mess up.

But im still gonna fight for what i love.
Still gonna die for what i love.
Still gonna try, i wont give up.
Still gonna fight, 'til i've won.

They say im way too obsessed.
That ive got nothing left.
And im not quite there yet.
But those words they'll regret.

Cause i've got something left.
And im not giving in.
I will not let them win.
I wont stop 'til the end.
No...

I've been through some injuries.
Mentally & physically.
Studied them religiously.
So that i dont repeat history.

And people wont admit to me. They dont want a victory.
Bad enough to get a seat.
They'd rather just go leave it be.

And oh.
This journey.
I've been on since thirteen. Working hard and learning. Never stopping searching.

Yeah.
Its burning.
All this passion hurts me I took action working.
Writing down these words.

No, im not okay.
I just wanna be something.
I dont wanna be nothing.
Living all alone.

No im not alright.
I'm just there to get in by.
But ill tell you im just fine.
So you leave me alone.

They say I'm way too obsessed. And I've got nothing left.
And I'm not quite there yet.
But those words they'll regret.

Cause I've got something left.
And Im not giving in.
I will not let them win.
I wont stop till the end.

No...

Someone waves there hand in front of my face.
Mr. Reese wasnt at his desk anymore. He probably went to the bathroom or something.
I looked up, to see...
Bianca Norwitch. (Look at the first two letters, and the last three...*wink* im creative!)

She's one of my worst bullies.

As soon as i fully look up at her, she slaps me across my face, making me fall out of the chair.
Everyone turned to look at us.
I heard her heels clicking towards me, so i scrambled to my feet.
When i turned around, she was about 3 feet away from me.
She was smirking.
Everyone else was just watching in amusement.
This is just a show.
I sighed internally.
"Listen, Bianca...just leave me alone." I said softly.
I sound like such a coward!
"Where did those bandages on your arm come from, KayKay?" She asled, tauntingly.
I hugged my arm.
I dont need anyone knowing my circumstances.
Only Anna, cause i trust her with my whole being.
"I won't tell you." I said softly.
She pushed me back, and i hit the wall.
She punched me in the stomach, and for a moment...i saw my dad.
She kicks me in the shin with her heels, and i fall to my knees.
She drags me by my hair, and put me back in my seat.
I cant cry...not now. Not yet.
'You can hit me, you can tease me...but it will never hurt as bad as the hatred i see in your eyes.'
I thought to myself. Everyone resumed what they were previously doing. I guess i dont exist.
Mr. Reese comes in, and class officially begins.

~after school~

After school, i didnt even wait for Anna.
I ran...
I ran as far as my legs would carry me, and i ended up at our place in Central Park.
I faceplanted into the grass. I didnt really care anymore.
Its been 8 years since all of this started.
8...years.
I let my tears cascade down.
My tears exceeded limits my water powers couldnt reach.
I screamed,
"WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO YOU?!?" At the top of my lungs. SEVERAL birds flew away above my head.
I pulled my knees to my chest, and rocked back and forth.
Yup...
This is me...
And it couldnt get any worse...

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Too depressing? Let me know. We'll probably see the turtles either next chapter, or chapter 5. By the way, the 'You can hurt me, you can tease me...but it will never hurt more than the hatred i see in your eyes.' Is original. Mine only. If you want to use it in a book of yours, just ask. Ill gladly let you use it, but i just want to know that your using it...Love you all!