Hey guys so tell me what you guys think at the end :)

This is it,
Right now,
This is where it all ends.
The pain,
The suffering, 
Self hate. 
Never good enough or strong enough.
It's time to leave it all behind,
A thousand untold stories. 
The madness,
The cruelty, 
Right now it has to end.
My life, 
Because I am done.
Done fighting,
Done struggling, 
This is the end.
No more sorrow for me,
This is it right now.
This is where it all begins, 
The pain, 
The suffering guilt.
It wasn't enough or did I do it wrong? 
This time I was left behind,
A thousand questions unanswered. 
The hurt,
The grief right now.
Because you ended your life but I wasn't done,
Done saving,
Done caring,
Done loving,
Done hating. 
This is the beginning, 
Only sorrow for me.

So what do u guys think? Well tell me about it lol

~Angel