This was it.

I thought I could win the world cup I guess I couldn't why ...

I really thought I could win.

If only I moved my stupid legs.

Ever since I was born this felt right being free why did it feel so restricted now

My chest tightened.

That day I drank a lot.

My teammates are probably disappointed as always with my play

It was never a co operative team
It felt like I was a supporting role for the striker I dreamt to be

I was the shadow to the light. I can't comprehend how it felt

Constricted like a bird in a cage instead of being free to live the way I wanted

I once did live free

But everything changed...

Cold.

Shivers ran down my spine

My vision blurry, pure white

The place smelt like hand sanitizer

"Oh my poor baby"

"Hunny she really is beautiful"

'What baby? I'm so confused'

The small new born tried to pinch her arm but failed to do so.
Their arms were far to small and chubby to have enough strength to pinch it's fragile arms.

"Hunny do you know why our baby isn't crying?!" The distressed women spoke

"Doctor! Is our baby alright?!" Exclaimed a masculine voice

I was quickly rushed to somewhere else and came back within like 10 minute before coming back to the young couple

"Mr and Mrs L/N your daughter has no injuries and is perfectly fine though during our check up it seem she has a lack of reaction which this hospital has never witnessed. But not to fear as you can take her home tomorrow as soon as we give her, our mandatory injections to prevent any sicknesses for the baby or reduce the chances."

A sigh was heard yet you could still hear the lace of worry from the couple.

'wow. So I'm a baby now. A female one at that which feels weird, since my gender has changed.'

'my name is Y/N. Coincidence I think not, but my last name has changed to itoshi.
I feel like I recognise this surname from but who cares too much brain power.'

3 years later

"Rin Chan" a boy I called out, who is now my new brother

"yes Y/N"  the boy replied

" What if I said I want to play football?"

"Well I would love to play with you n/n as well I want to grow up to be better than brother Sae" a determined rin declared

"Do you want to go outside and play right now?!" He questioned?

"I -I can?" Hesitant to the offer

"Sure let's go" Rin grabbing my hand gently and getting a football with his other hand.

He was teaching me the basics the best he could and he was pretty good at it too just like his football playing

' I wonder if I could still play like how I did back then'  I wondered

"N/N you should try it now" passing the ball to me

"O-ok"

I gently put my foot on the ball and sudden realisation hit me
All my memories of my past self and the anime and manga of blue lock came into my head forcefully.

"Argh" gripping on my head from the sudden pain

"N/n are you alright!" he ran up to me worried

"Yeah- yeah I'm fine" giving him a thumbs up

I decided to start again and recollect my thought by starting with this football
I kicked it with all the strength I could muster and hit into the goal with ease

"Wow Y/N YOU DID IT!" Rin coming over to give his little sister a hug

" Thank you Rinnie" hugging her brother back

From that day we played non stop it was fun for a while until,

That happened.

After that day I never saw them again…