inspired by my main hwansae and the series of letters to other people; reply if you really wanna 

to -jongin-, hwansae, agustdvevo, meanseok, tsunderetae, mai-eo, and whoever else i forgot to tag.

hi. you might remember me. maybe i've played some sort of part in your life and you've moved on. maybe i'm still in your life right now and actively see you or talk to you everyday. i don't know. but this is to you.

i want to go ahead and apologize for all the shit i've given you, the good, the bad, the ugly. all of it. because i know that i can be a handful and i can be crazy and i can get down on myself. and i want to apologize and thank you for being willing to stick with it through all that shit.

i want to thank some friends of mine for helping me meet new people and seeing that these people i've never talked to before aren't scary or intimidating. and that they are some of the coolest people i've had the opportunity to talk with, even if i haven't met them. yet.

for my real life friends, i want to thank you for sticking around as long as you have. ten years is a long time and i hope that this friendship hasn't become an obligation, like something you feel like you have to do, but something you continue to do because maybe, just maybe, you enjoy having me around. i'm sorry for the times i've doubted our friendship. and those times aren't many, or at least the occasions you know about aren't many, but there still are some. so i'm sorry for the doubt and the jealousy and being upset at the smallest things. i'm sorry.

to my internet friends, apologies in advance for when i come to you guys with shit i don't know how to handle properly. i'm sorry for when i lay things upon your shoulders and make you carry things that don't need to be carried. i'm sorry.

but enough apologies. thanks to everyone who's been here. who i've met and become friends with in no time at all. thanks to my oldest friends and my new ones. simply.

thank you,

meg