Help me
IT pains me to write this,but i can't deal with this anymore. I don't know how to feel about this. I can no longer face a life where I'm heartbroken, and confused on whether I should be upset at my best friend, or just pretend as if everything is OK and bottle up all these feelings...I can't take this anymore. Should I just give up already? I try and try really hard to be strong everyday but iv'e been feeling worse now. I-i can't take this I'm sorry Dad. I'm sorry Mom. I'm sorry Angela. I'm sorry Brandon. I'm sorry friends...I hope you understand this.Goodbye...
~Danny
I take a deep breath and look up to the hanger. A sound of a familiar voice startled me making me fall off of the chair I was standing on
Angela's P.O.V
I start getting worried so I opened her door. "Danny? Are you there?" I search for her. I find a paper on the floor and read it "Oh shit!!! Where is she??" I look for her and see her clLimbing up the lader, about to hang herself. "Danny NOOO!!! Whyyy??" I run to her with tears. "I-i'm sorry Angela. I just couldn't handle this anymore." I shook my head. "D-dont you dare. Danny please, over some guy? Please?" She shook her head. "Y-you don't understand! I loved him Angela, and it pains me that he says he l-likes me b-but he kissed you. I-its just to much for me, I'm sorry" "I get it Danny I really do. I feel the same way,but we can't keep feeling like this over a guy." She looked down and nodded "I-i guess you're right...I'm really sorry Angela." "I'm sorry to" I said to her "for what?" I looked down "for all the ignoring and all the times I worried you.." She hugged me "It's okay Angela." We hugged for a while until we fell asleep
The Next Day
Danny's POV
I'm walking to school to see Brandon talking to Angela. They both look at me and I smile and wave to them, they waved back and smiled in relieve. I felt a little sad but filled it with happiness by watching some Dan and Phill and drawing some adorable little cat whiskers on my face because "Don't cry Craft." I bumped into my friend Angel,she's in band so we just started talking
Angela's POV
I bumped into Brandon so we started talking hoping nothing bad would happen. "A-angela can we please talk. I just want to make things better please.." I stared at the floor so his big brown beautiful eyes wouldn't convince me or make me do something stupid. "Yeah sure I have time to kill" I smiled at him "Okay well wanna sit somewhere quiet then..this conversation might take a while" I quickly thought to myself all the things that could possibly go wrong "Yeah but the bells about to ring." I said to him, he looked down "Are you cool if we skipped it?" I smiled a bit but soon remembered Danny was in love with him. I knew that I couldn't make a move. I will be aware of the things he will plan on doing. 'Yeah i'm fine with that haha but it's up to you XD" He looked at me and said Then follow me" he took my hand and we jumped on top of the School building. Wow I say as I take a look at the view. Is this where you are when you're not here I laugh "Yeah haha it's kinda just an escape for me to clear my head at times." I look at him "Yeah I know exactly how you feel" I look down thinking about life "Really? wow" I nodded and snapped out of my thoughts "Ok what were you going to talk to me about?" "Oh yeah haha Ok I just wanted to say I'm sorry...for ruining you and Danny's friendship" I looked down :It's ok Brandon...We did get in a fight but we are fine now" I got sad thinking of last nigh. Brandon noticed and hugged me "It's ok Ang...we all make mistakes..especially me" his voice trailed off "I'm sorry Brandon,but hey it's not all your fault. You didn't create all of this drama by yourself ok." I smiled at him he leaned in for a kiss but I quickly looked down avoiding the kiss. It seems like he got the hint that I didn't want to kiss him. "I'm sorry Brandon, I-i just can't do this. You should be with Danny. She obviously likes you,don't you?" I asked him with confusion. He looked confused to "I-i uhh yeah I t-think so" My eyebrows slanted from what he said "Brandon it's either you do or you don't" He looked down "I-i don't fucking know!! I have Loved Danny for the longest time but then after I kissed you I'm not sure about her...'' His voice trailed off I got slightly mad at him "What so one of us is your side bitch?? If one of us don't like you you would just go to the other girl? You know what I'm done with you! I have loved you for the longest time, but now iv'e had it with you and you'r confusing decisions!! Goodbye Brandon.." my voice got quiet,he ran to me "Angela I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend you and shhh keep your voice down if we get in caught we would get in trouble" he said to me I nodded "I just don't get this at all. I have never felt so confused about something so simple in my life..I don't want this to go any further because if it does then something will happen and Danny will get hurt...I just want this all to end ya know?" He nodded very understandingly and motioned in for a goodbye hug I walked towards him to hug him "You know we can still be friends but just know that nothing is going to happen for now on...You should ask out Danny. I know she would say yes. You have nothing to worry about." He looked down at me because I was WAY smaller than him and he smiled "You know what...I will." I smiled at him and gave him a tighter hug "Ahhh OH MY GOD!!! Yaaayyy!!!!" I was so exited hahaha because my best friend is finally getting the guy of her dreams !!!! Ahhh
Brandons POV
ok i'm going to to it! I'm going to ask Danny out!! The bell rang and I saw Danny listening to her music. Man she loioked so cute with her Dan and Phill whiskers on her cheeks. I never really knew why I loved her for so long,there was just something about her. She was just very optimistic and I really like that about her.I started walking toward her she saw me and said Hi to me "H-hi Danny I need to ask you something"
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