I would never say it out loud but scared,
So scared of me.
What if I'm doing everything I think is right but at the end of the day it was all wrong?
That everything I do I did my hardest but it's not enough?
I'm one those people that when they face a problem I rather keep it to myself then let other people know how I feel.
I never let people know what I'm feeling, except here.
I'm this book I feel... Safe.
Maybe is because I his away behind a screen or that I'm dumping my feeling to a bunch of pre-teen/teens who I don't know of.
I guess, I just like the idea of having a place to be me, without having to be judged by it.

And it's funny too, really.
I want to reach out to the people I care about but I know I can't.
Every time I want to reach them out, I feel like I'm being selfish or something.