brionne found it hard
to fill the hole in her heart
and so with a pen and paper,
she poured all her emotions
the hole slowly getting covered
with each word she wrote down.
in every letter she made
for her dead lover.

clarke, today marks the first day

of my life without you

and honestly, it's hard.

my thoughts are all of you

and dangerous things like....

why didn't you just take me with you?

-hoping for an answer, brionne

clarke, it's been a week

i was foolish and regretted my words

you wanted me to have a good life

with or without you

and no matter how hard that is,

i'll push through

-striving to make you proud, brionne

clarke, this is one month after

a lot of things changed

but still, one thing remains-

my love for you.

and i might also change, all people do

but this heart's not loving anyone new

-still inlove with you, brionne

clarke, 5 months have passed

are you looking out for me from above?

with that, i had a sudden random thought

the ability to see but do nothing

or inability to see but feel something,

who has it hardest between us two?

-sad and confused, brionne

clarke, i survived through a year

i don't know how but i somehow did

even with missing pieces in my heart,

i think of every day as a new start

to make it whole once more

for you to take it from me again.

-forever yours, brionne

with each letter brionne felt her heart lighten

and as she looks at the night sky filled with stars

she knew she was ready

to fall for the same man-

all over again.

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hi! i never usually put a/n's on chapters bcos i think it ruins the mood lol but i'm about to publish the story of clarke's point of view even if this one hasn't ended yet :)