why is it so hard to forget?

knives penetrate your heart

the wound inflicted deep

it travels the pain to your mind and soul

but then you still find yourself

thinking of him.

it hurts, such unbearable pain

how could one survive

such terrible heartache?

but why is this torment-

the agony in your chest,

not enough to unlove him?

the sweet caresses became bruises

the touch that once felt euphoric,

now felt like deadly electric shocks

everything that felt dear,

is now softly killing me

but what i feel for you? they're still here.

clarke, enough already.

i'm alive but feel so dead without you.