Shaking, Faking, Smiling, Hiding...

Self Harm
Hating myself
Abusing myself
Kill me
Insanity taking over
Never the same, always
Giving, never wanting to receive

Fake smiles and happiness
And never showing true emotions
Knowing they'll just hurt others
Inside they pile up
Never allowed to show, but I'm
Getting weaker everyday

Smiling for all pretending to be happy
My outer mask hiding all I feel
Inside I'm forever fighting
Living a lie for my friends
I'm damaged and hurt, but I
Never show them that
Great right? Hiding all my true feelings from them

Hide everyting, the cuts, the bruises and don't let the
Insanity show through
Day and Night struggling to stay happy
Imaging ways to hurt myself
Never able to do it, their watching me, trying to
Get in my head, to find my problem

Aye, I'm back with another sad/negative poem thingy....

Again I just write these to get my thoughts out, that's just how I am I use different forms of art to express myself, please don't get mad and sad because you think I'm going to kill myself, no. I'm just using this to get this out of my head and to tell you I'm here for you I'll always help you no matter how small your problem

I may not always be online, but I will help when I am...

Love ya
Stay strong
Stay Alive
Be Safe!