Been feeling really sad and I really don't know why. All this pain and anger building up inside. My heart is torn, my soul needs to be re-born. Overwhelming pain and sorrow, why do I feel so hallow? My life's in shambles, my brain feels scrambled. Heartache and numbing pain, I think I'm starting to go insane!

I feel like I'm nothing but a mistake, never seeming to have what it takes. Where did go wrong, how far have I truly gone? How long can I stay gone, and when will I become strong?  I'm losing patience, I really can't seem to take this! Will I ever be able to shake this pain I feel deep inside?  How long do have to hide from the outside? 

I'm hiden behind a fake smile, starting to feel invital. My friends and family feel distant, I really don't think I can fix this. My heart is heavy, so filled with envy. I can't seem to understand, why do I feel so bland?  I used to have that special spark, now I'm just left in the dark. Surrounded by the darkness, starting to feel heartless.

Am I ever going to be okay, will I get over this feeling of dismay? I feel as though I've lost my wings, left with nothing but these broken things. Unable to fix them, I feel so very helpless. Who could ever save me, could they ever tame me? Unleash the beast inside me, worried it may destory the true me. I feel like I'm somewhere cold and alone, will anybody hold me close and bring me home?

I'm silently screaming on the inside, no-one can hear me on the outside. Will I truly find my way, will someone come and save the day? Will someone be my hero, or will there be zero?  I want to find my way, be who I'm meant to be. I'm scared and all alone, feeling like I'm without a home. An empty shell with no soul, no one to call my own.

Eventually I'll be okay, just need to find a way. Need to start to understand, deep down who I truly am! I need to find a place to land, so I can finally walk again. Been in the clouds for far too long, can no longer hear that happy song. My eye need to open again, so I can start to understand. I need to find my purpose, a place where I belong. Hoping it won't take too long, to find a way of becoming strong.

I'm barried deep inside, I need to fix this broken mind.