Keiths POV

Everyone had walked back into the rooms they were formerly in, and Shiro and I had stopped hugging. "Why don't we just sit on the couch and watch what you just put on." Shiro suggested. I nodded yes and then we sat on the couch Shiro had replayed the show.

Time skip to 6:00am

We had sat there until 6:00am. Shiro was sleeping while I stayed up all night. Soon after Shiro had woken up because he had work but he stayed in place. Adam had gotten up and he went to the kitchen. I had gotten up and went to my bedroom. He knocked on my bedroom door. "Come in" i said  quietly but loud enough for Shiro to hear through the door. He had opened the door. "A old friend is coming to watch you while I'm at work." Shiro had said to me. "Does someone really have to watch me." "Yes, I'm not leaving you alone with your friends over. She's pretty cool don't worry." "Fine." I had replied firmly. He had shut the door and gotten ready for work.
I stayed in my room and pulled out a book that was under my bed. Hunk and lance continued to sleep on the floor. I leaned up against the wall still sitting on my bed and looked at the book. Absolutely no one knew about the book except for one person. It was more of a journal then a diary. In the book I had down some coping mechanisms and some whys and why nots of self harm. In the past I had a therapist that told me to do this. He had helped me through a lot. I still kind of talked to him. I just started writing in the book about what has happened in the last few days. I had loved writing.
I had flipped the page and just started scribbling cause I started to think about it and get back into that state of mind. I shoved the book behind my bed and wiped my eyes before tears had gotten to them. I looked at the bandages that were around my wrists. Wishing I can tear them off.
I had walked out to the kitchen where Shiro and adam were eating their breakfast and I sat with them. They both looked confused cause I had never done this before. I took a bagel out of the bag and put butter on it with a spoon cause if I touched the butter knife he woulda said. 'oH nO yOuR gOnNa DiE.' Or something really stupid. "Why are you out here?" Adam spat out. "I can't be out in my own kitchen." I snapped back. I took the bagel and ate in the living room cause it seems to me that they didn't want my presence.

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A/N okay so I hate English grammar so much so sorry not sorry for my poor grammar. And same thing with paragraphs sorry not sorry. Also, What do you guys think so far. Please leave comments and vote for this fan fic. I hope you like this so far. ❤️