Keiths POV

Once I slammed the door I locked it. And then punched a hole into the wall. I sat on my floor. Just looking around. Seeing how dizzy I was. I went into my seat drawer and took out a old knife I had. I only had it in my room just in case of a break in. I pulled up my sleeve on my one Are and then started cutting lightly. I couldn't get the image out of my head. Rolo inside of me. The pain I felt ever since. Seeing lance like that. Seeing myself like that. I took the knife away from my skin and put it away. I looked at my wrist as I pulled down my sleeve. My head continued to bang. It just got worse cause of the weed and the beer. Someone knocked on my door. "Occupied." I shouted. "It's Shiro." I got up and unlocked the door. "What do you want? Why are you home so early?" He walked into my room completely ignoring what I said. I closed my door. "Is this what you do when I'm not home?" I looked down at the floor holding my wrist cause it hurt. Barely holding my balance because I felt dizzy. "Why did you start drinking and smoking again keith?" He said to me softly. I looked up quickly and stared at Shiro in the eye. "Get the fuck out of my room." "I'm not leaving Keith." I couldn't stand him any longer. I started to walk alittle closer to him. "Get the fuck out of my room." I demanded. "Keith you need to calm down." I punched him in the face. And we just started fighting in my room. Shiro pinned me to the ground. And I just started crying. "I'm sorry takashi. I-I just needed to get away from everything and everyone. I keep thinking about the photo. And I thought this would get it out of my head but it just made it worse. Please help me." I cried out. He hugged me and I cried into his shoulder. He stood up and picked me up with him. He then opened the door and gave me to lance and I started hugging lance. I just needed someone to make me feel happy. I needed lance. Shiro left the apartment and went back to work and lance and I cuddled on the bed. Lance winded up falling asleep and I just stayed in his arms. It felt nice.