Keiths POV

I burst my eyes open. I was in a hotel room with Rolo and some of his friends. I had a bottle of vodka in my hand. "Rolo we should get back to the room," I Said pulling him to me. He nodded yes and said bye to his friends. We walked to the room and eventually got in. He kissed me. We kissed. He picked me up and pushed against the wall. He pulled off my shirt. I pulled away. "Rolo I don't want to have sex," I said softly. He threw me on to the bed and put his hand around my neck. "We are fucking doing this you little piece of shit." I tried to get up but his hold was strong. I started to cry. He grabbed my hair and forced me to do stuff to him and get stuff done to me. I didn't want to. All I did was cry. I cried harder and harder as time passed. I woke up in lances arms. I popped up. He was asleep too. His shirt where my head was, was soaking wet because I had been crying. I wiped my eyes and went to Shiros door. I knocked. "Come in," Shiro said. Adam was In the room too. It didn't take long until Shiro noticed I was crying. Shiro pulled me out of his room and hugged me. I cried into his shoulder. He pulled away. "You need to calm down. What happened?" I looked down. I pulled up my sleeve and showed him my wrist. "That's what the argument was about earlier." "Keith why did you-." "I feel guilty about Rolo." He looked down at my wrists. He pulled the sleeve down. "Do you want to talk about it?" " That night won't leave my head. It keeps replaying in my brain and I don't know how much more I can take of it. I talked to Coran about it it did help at first. Now it's getting dragged on." He looked down at my wrists. "I think you might have to start antidepressants again." "Okay." "Sleep in the living room tonight it might help." I get pillows and blankets from my room quietly trying not to disturb lance. He winded up waking up anyways. He sat up. "What are you doing?" He mumbled. "I'm gonna sleep on the couch," I responded. "Why?" "I'm in the mood too." I didn't want to tell him what happened cause I didn't want him to worry. I took my blanket and pillows to the living room and pulled out the pullout bed. I laid down and got comfy. Lance stayed in my room. I winded up falling asleep.