i'm too deep in my head again
this shit has become a maze
just a word could send me falling

everywhere i turn
it's the faces of those who left
and those who probably wish they could

you
my father
the dead boy from the past

i wonder what it all could've been
had they all stayed
but it's fine

i don't deserve you anyway
this abyss is my own making
no need to drag you under

it's the same shit
that's held me back since day one
i'll drown this one out on my own