i. control by halsey

"I'm meaner than my demons"

ii. haunting by halsey

"I was as pure as a river,

But now I think I'm possessed"

iii. soap by melanie martinez

"I'm sick of all the games I have to play"

iv. heaven by troye sivan and betty who

"Awake, wide eyed,

I'm screaming at me"

v. coming down by halsey

"I found the devil,

I found him in a lover"

vi. lost boy by troye sivan

"As the smile fell from your face,

I fell with it"

vii. dollhouse by melanie martinez

"D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E,

I see things that nobody else sees"

viii. fight to the end by jack savoretti

"We're enemies, lovers, not friends,

And we'll fight 'till the end"

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lol the playlist looks fit for a horror book

tbh it was meant to convey Ryan has issues

whoops

enjoy it!