It was November, a week before my 16th birthday also it was a week before thanksgiving break, there was a warm breeze, it wasn't too hot or too cold. I walked down the street, I knew something felt wrong as I went to talk to Jr. who I met in summer school. I didn't know what was going to happen I thought, " we are just going to talk, what could happen" I cursed myself. I got in his car which was a big mistake. We talked for awhile, then he paused then leaned over and started to kiss me, I didn't know what to do or think, I was shocked, I just froze.

"Are you okay?" his voice sounded carrying and smooth. I nodded my head not saying anything. Jr. started to kiss me again; Then he started to touch me. I tried to push him away but he kept doing it. He started to doing more...things, he started to take off my pants I kept trying to pull them up but he wouldn't let me. " Help me, get off of me, you're hurting me!" I thought. After Jr. had his pleasure he dropped me off at school. I ran to the bathroom quickly, and started crying. I tried to act like nothing happened. I got cleaned up and walked to the commons, I sat on the hard, cold bench. I lay my head down and fell asleep. Matthew sat by me, " hey Are you okay?" I lifted my head forcing a smile on my face.

"Yeah I'm just tired." We got up, went to the lunchroom,and had breakfast. When I got home I fell asleep. I would have slept the rest of the night, but mother woke me for dinner. After I ate I went back to bed. Today is the 25th I had a pre party at A&W's Klay, Alexis, and Brenton came. I had my "little brother" Bryson there also even though he's not really my brother, my mom watches him a lot so I call him my brother. Klay was sitting by me and he kept wanting to hug me. It was a good night.