"Shut up, shut up shut up you, damn mind, nothing is going to happen. Walk straight; keep your head straight and straight to the locker. Don't look at anyone, walk straight." I chanted breathlessly as I had to keep my head straight and sober so that no would bother me.

You see, the fun is I was forced to change school when I happened to break a girl's hand and nose back in River mouth due to her constant bullying. One day the girl went to extremity and recited a rumor about me being pregnant with my own brother and it made me furious than a mountain lion. Without thinking twice I broke that girl's hand by pushing her too hard to the concrete pavement.

I beamed with pride as finally, I was able to make Lena cry. The girl who gave me nightmares and the girl responsible for making me cry every single day cried hard and loud because of me and I smiled sickly; with excitement soaring through me. She was an absolute ant in my pants and now that I crushed her, I found some peace. Lena was frantically sobbing in front of everybody because with the sounds of a banshee wailing, a thick crowd settled around Lena and I. I hoped there would be someone who will support me, but surprise, surprise all I got was smug looks and venomous stares. And once again, the fat girl was the culprit. Yay, I got some nice support. Someone came and helped Lena to her feet and took her to the clinic room after saying that I was a very bad, mean girl. Seriously stunned and unable to process what happened, I screamed this girl was my bully who said a stupid thing against me, no one heard me and they scattered rhythmically chanting I was a bit rude. Well, I may be because I hurt her physically but she hurt me over and over again mentally and do I not get any support?

"Is there any sympathy in this world?" my screaming and hysteric sobbing was never acknowledged by anyone, and then I was called to the principal's room and got suspended for three weeks. Angered beyond limits, I furiously wiped everything on his table and screamed at my principal which was met by instant dismissal. Like I care

"There is nothing such as a sympathy and love" I declared angrily and sat in the passenger seat to start a new year in Monty High.

"Earth to fatty, thinking about any pretzels or jelly doughnut because I was asking, didn't you find any better trash than this shabby wear?" I looked down at my dress and saw it was some lame gray jeans with a gray baggy sweatshirt and black sneakers. I looked at the assaulter's face and couldn't believe my eyes.

"Huh, Lena?" the world can't get crueler than this, I was standing face to face with my enemy Lena, whom I had given a fair chance back in River mouth and now here I am with the monster, once again in the same school. Dun, dun, I am so happy. Sigh!

"Angela... you bitch, it is really you... I can't believe my luck, I shall tear you apart." Why did I even show her myself? God, I am so stupid at times.

"F-hole...how did you end up here? Last time I heard you went to Moby High."

"None of your business, you fat pig. I can't believe we are doing the same school again and guess what; I shall haunt your dreams dear ugly. Just to show you who I am, just to catch up my lost year." She said that as a matter of fact like it was entirely my fault, this reddened my ears. How cruel can she get, well I am worse?

"Oh my dear, have you forgot the pain in your hands and the teary face washing up all your precious mascara, the torn dress which was so pricey that I am sure you must have slept with some rich guy to possess, the wide eyes when I pushed you and the sweet pain soaring through you...all because you said I was PREGNANT with my own brother. How dare you? And you still come around pestering me like all of this is my fault. So just for your kind information ugly stick, I won't tell this, again and again, move one more word and finger at me, I shall not hesitate to ruin your pretty little everything. Did you understand?"

'What is with my loud mouth?'I muttered jokingly and looked back to see a gaping Lena with flushed face and with others staring at me. I felt relieved. 'After all, that was not a bad start Angela.' And just then the bell rang up.

The beam in my face didn't stay long as I was met with a stocky person and fell to the ground with my bag and books littered. 'Just like all those cheesy movies and I will get to see a handsome guy smiling at me.' I had to snort at my own though and gathered my stuff to rise and actually see a heartthrob pulling a smug smile. I melted in those stares but I steadied myself to look less amused and was shocked to hear his rude remarks but all in a playful tone. Is this guy for real? "Watch it, jelly puddle." The smile curved upon his lips teased me and I thought what the...?

Rolling my eyes, I smiled my most pleasing smile which could have melted any guy's stares if it was not for the double chin and for a split second I saw him flinch. Not the way in disgust, but something like he was really amused. His gaze moved back to my lips and lingered long that I like. "Oh jelly throb that was such a nice change from the usual fattso and you see, it's not like I like bumping into jelly blobs; so next time, watch where you stick your ass brother."

I turned and walked away hastily to escape from the mess that I made and I practically scolded me for creating all this in the first place. I could have kept my mouth shut and walked away like nothing happened, but it is in my nature to create trouble especially to those who think they are above us. I wondered when I will get a nice thrash from someone if I continued doing that; you know, snapping at people and walking away. The look on his face was priceless; I beamed with pride only to wash over with fear as I heard footsteps running to me. Turning, I saw the most amazing chocolaty hazel eyes piercing me with a wide smirk on his face. Dancing waves of chocolaty chestnut hair were much too cute on his round handsome face that was perfect in all ways. His body was not too thin and not muscular, but much toned. I had to shut myself from the forceful thoughts of drooling over him, and I stood there staring back accepting the smirk very much intensely like I was ready to face anything.

"What? I snapped at him before he could even open his mouth and his face expression changed to something funny... unable to read him, I stared at him uttering a prayer to make him turn and walk away. But, he kept gawking at me. I thanked God as the bell rang for the first period which was also the second one and I was about to turn when he grasped my wrist and made me stand in my position.

"What is it? Cat got your tongue?" I mustered the courage to snap at him and it made him knock off from his trance.

"I will be clear to one thing jelly puddle, no one tries to be smart with me and if you think you are, and then I will make your life hell here, so even before you plan to snap back something at me, think of what I said and don't give me the funny jelly dance with your face. You must be new here."

"Get lost you smart pants, I am not scared of you, and what could you do more than what I have endured in my whole life. So before you pick on some rag from the streets, know that it's someone's sweat you are going to taste. So, now, leave me alone!! Plus for your information, when you are trying to intimidate someone, do it a little forcefully."

I could feel his face pressing into a blank expression with the tiniest of a small smile on the right corner of his lips. I take that as my cue to leave. I half ran to my class and excused myself as I was lost in the hallway. The teacher assigned to my liking was a kind lady with the most adorable eyes. I scanned the room to see only one window seat available and I walked there. No one else even cared to give me a seat as they sat wide to make it look like I don't have space. Pfft, like I am gonna sit with them. I am going to be alone, great, I love that. I opened my bag to pull out my books, but I turned when I heard the door violently open and in came my brown danger. His eyes was a sweet mixture of coffee and chocolate and if he was not mean and I without fat, I would have ended up admiring the pools of unlimited expressions all day all night. He grabbed some slip from the teacher and made his way to my seat and I quickly turned back to see no vacancy, groaning, I moved to let him sit there and I could see the anger and confusion in his eyes alone with amusement. He widened his eyes seeing me and I quickly looked away

"Geez, don't tell I should share my seat with you."

'Is there a problem Mr. Chandler?" her voice was sweet and I can already see her with a microphone singing Celine Dion's my heart will go on.

"It's Alex!" He replied rudely and that made her cross her hands on her chest and I swear I heard someone whistle. Sighing, she made her way to where Alex was standing and said, "Alex... what is it?"

"I can't sit next to this."

"She has a name Mr. Alex and seems like there is no other vacancy, so you have to sit here and please don't waste my time."

"That's right Ms. Celine, Alex can probably get an allergy from that puddle of fat. I can squeeze room for more."

Celine, nice name, and I smiled at my silly thought and it offended whosoever told that lame joke of Alex getting something forms me.

"That was very rude Ms. Connie. You are to come with me to the staff room and tidy up my shelf as your punishment, you hear that?"

"But..."

"Bullying is very bad and it shows your own insecurities and you showing courage to tell that in front of me, shows just how rude you are and what you are capable of if you get her alone. So, what was your name?"

"Angelina...you can call me Angela."

"Yes, Angela, if anyone bully's you, you know where to find me." She said with a smile and I felt relieved for the first time I set foot in this school as I saw her walk away and Alex slump right next to me. Groaning, I moved further to the wall and pressed my lips shut and looked at my new favorite teacher.

"This isn't over, you fat ugly pig"

I turned around to see Connie smirking at me like she acquired something, I smiled at her and flipped my you know which finger and smirked at her. Turning, I saw Alex staring at me, I turned around fumingly.

So far, people cared to leave me alone and I walked to the cafeteria to grab something. I picked my favorite mayo sandwich with chicken salad and chocolate milk. I looked around and found a place in the back next to the garbage can and walked towards the end where no one wishes to go, so I walked there and slid next to the wall and started munching when I saw a scared girl walking toward me with a burger, fries, salad, and coke.

My face lit up when I realized it was the same girl I met earlier in the morning when I went for jogging. I can't remember her name instead grinned at her.

"Sorry chap, I forgot your name. No, I remember, it's Annie, right?"

She laughed and got herself comfortable to eat and I was contented in her company. Laughing and having fun like we were friends forever, and that's when I saw my brown danger staring at me. Ignoring him, we had fun and welcomed another girl who was not fat but was amused with our fun and came in to sit with us. She texted her friends and soon, there were two more people with me. Cory, Tina, and Miley were the other girls who came to us and they didn't care we were fat and people are going to bully us. They said we were fun and that's what they need.

"So, to best friends" We cheered with our milkshakes glasses and a group hi-5. Many people stared at us and some glared, some were amused and some really interested.

"We sure will include anyone who seems like interested, okay," I said, as a matter of fact, to show that I was serious because I saw fat timid girls looking us but didn't have the guts to come to us. The usual may happen, people extending their feet to let them trip, we used to hate that, but now I have overcome from all those insecurities myself, I pray that others too come over the fact that people won't change.

"Of course Angela, we will." Shrieked Tina with enthusiasm and chomped the remaining fries from Annie.

I was so happy and I believe that this year was going to be a great experience. Worst could knock us down and I was ready. Happy and content with the change in nature, the color in me drained as quickly as I felt happy when I saw Lena and Connie, walking to us with some chicks flagging behind and I could only mutter, "Uh...Guys..."

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A model that I got from Google...I own no credit to it. Her name is Tess Holliday.

I have decided to add media for my characters and I choose Tess Holliday (Originally known as Ryann Maegen Hoven ) as my Angelina.

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