I don't owe him anything

not my love 

not my body

not an excuse

not a goodbye

I owe myself everything

and I give myself permission

to feel like I deserve more

to know that his dick in my mouth will only make me feel more like shit

to not go crawling to the gutter to find faux solace

I don't need him 

or any other man, to give me purpose

I am enough

I have worth

I am loved

I don't owe him anything

I owe myself everything