✯ Complicated (Mercykill) ✯
[There should be a GIF or video here. Update the app now to see it.]
》 ♫《 ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ 》♫《
Am I out of my head, am I out of my mind,
If you only knew the bad things I like?
》 ♫《 ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ 》♫《
Ziegler was walking around the Gibraltar. She was thinking about her mission, in Rialto. The city which everyone likes.
Suddenly, she stopped walking and leaned against the wall she could find.
She never liked Rialto aswell. Everyone was in love with that city, yes. That sea, sun, moon, builds...this city was for watching it whole day. But for her, no. She never liked here, this city seem very positive to her. She'd prefer Dorado at night, that moon and those stars were best. She never liked positive things.
Before she met with him.
He was not positive like her, yes. He never got something good, yes. His face was shouting that he was a trouble, yes. But, when she saw him, she understand she was nothing. He was fucking amazing. With what he did, with how he looked, with how he talked. He was just amazing.
And Ziegler knew she should be more positive. Not just about love. About everything. Everything could be happen, like their love. Even if that will be bad, if they want, that could be happen. And she was hopeless.
So, after she tought all of them again, maybe she could love this city like anothers. From the wall which she was leaning, she could see Gibraltar's view and those mountains remind her old times with her best friend. The were living in a mountain house, little and cute. She tought about she should do something like that again. Well, but she knew she couldn't. After she joined to Overwatch, she could do nothing. She was doing same things. Working, eating , staring at him, laughing with everyone like everything was okay, sleeping. Then making them every day again and again. And, she says she is busy.
"Angela? What are you doing here?"
She could hear his voice in her ear, so she looked right side, where voice came from. She saw him very close to her but she didn't care. Well, she wanted to seem like she didn't care, but she cared aswell. Looking at his face from centimeters away was worst thing could happen , in that case.
"Uh," she hesitated. "Nothing, excatly. Just walking around, y'know..."
She crossed her arms on her chest and coughed. God, why did he even come here? Why did he find her? That was unnecessary. Everything could happen just...a kiss? No- no! She couldn't talk about it. Even think, no!
"At...3 am?" He grinned. "Are you sure about this is just a 'walking around', doc?" She rolled her eyes and turned to mountains to watch them. He was always beating her, wasn't he? Why he wasn't just going and leaving her alone? Well, did she ever want it? She wanted him to stay. She wanted to see his face. See that grin. Damn, why she couldn't answer to this question? She wanted to let him go or no? Why she even liked the way he smiled, the way he talked, the way he looked...was that the love Ana and Amelie was talking about? She never fell in love with someone. Was that a good thing or no? "Why are you even asking," she retorted. "And if you are here, that can't be normal too."
Well, Gabriel couldn't answer this question like she couldn't to her question in her mind. Why did he even ask? Because of he cared her damn so much? Or just because of...wondering? They were wondering each other, he knew it. But just as friends like Jack and her, or like more? He never tought about he liked or something. Yes, she was fucking beautiful. Not just about face. Yes, guilty. Damn, this woman got a good body. And that drove him crazy, so hard. Everytime he saw her, he knew he want her so fucking hard. And no, that wasn't normal. He should say a stop.
But how?
"Well, as a commander, I got so much things to worry about and 'walk around', doc." He raised his eyebrows. "But I really want to know what you are worrying about."
"I am fucking worrying about us, you fool." She tought and bit her lip. Damn, why did she even think about it? That wasn't just about how their hearths were beating when they see each other. That was about things they could feel when they see each other. That was really hard to decide. "I am not worrying about something, or I have to?" She frowned. What did he want from her? "I am just here because...I am bored of staying at same apartment." After she gulped, she understand how dry was her throat. She cleaned it and breathed in, looked at his confused face. "You bored of staying at your apertment?" He ridiculed. "Well, if you want to try something else," He accosted and whispered to her ear. "We can try mine."
Oh fuck.
She fucked up, didn't she? Now he was annoying so hard, making her blush. Why did she even talk about it? Why didn't she just walk away? Damn. "What are you talking ab-" Gabriel pulled himself to her and grabbed her lips with his.
Oh God. Yes, he was amazing with everything he did to her.
In that case, she could feel nothing, except his mouth on hers. He compressed her body between himself and wall, placed his left hand next to her head. Then he wrapped his right arm around her waist and pulled her body to his, gentely. All she could do was kissing him back, nothing more. Passion was blowing her mind, making her crazy right there even if he did nothing except kissing. The way he pulled her to himself felt her fucking good. And that wasn't even a start. She placed her hand on his cheek and shoulder, continued kissing.
After minutes with they stopped kissing, Gabriel looked at her face. Her lips were swollen, and her eyes were closed aswell. "I waited for this," He panted. "Every fucking time." Then, he kissed her lips once again, wasn't long, but good as first one. She couldn't even talk, well she didn't try to. "Gabriel..." She muttered and pulled herself to his, felt him aswell. All she wanted was him, right here and right now. "Ziegler, that's pretty late." He continued his kisses on her neck. "Oh my God-" she hesitated and tried to breathe. How we were breathing? Where?
She wrapped her legs around his waist and felt his arms around her hips. That was good enough, yes. "Let's just go home, doc." Gabe whispered to her neck. He carried her to his apartment in same position, kissing her neck and lips. Anyone could see them, everyone was sleeping aswell. After they arrived to his apartment, he didn't even close the door of bedroom and walked to bed.
Night continued very well.
》 ♫《 ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ 》♫《
Don't think that I can explain it;
What can I say, it's complicated..
》 ♫《 ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ 》♫《
"So, am I true, Angela?" Amelie crossed her arms and stared at Angela. Damn, she was 'angel', and she just had sex with Gabriel Reyes? She must knew he was going to use her. She was fucking so idiot for him. She shouldn't let it happen. But she did. "You had sex with him, and you are just..." Angela bit her lip and looked down. She never tought Amelie will act like this. What was wrong? Did she do something bad? Well, then why she and Gerard were together aswell? "What is problem with that?" She snarled and stopped staring at carpet, looked at Amelie's eyes. Oh so, she could be evil too. Amelie never tought she could look at her like that. Devil Angel.
"Girl, he used you like a shit, and you letted him." Amelie rolled her eyes and walked to Angela. What was she going to say for it? She was going to cry like anothers, ya.
But no, she didn't.
Ziegler just started to laughing.
"What the fuck is your problem, Ziegler?" Amelie frowned and looked at Ziegler's face. Damn, she gone crazy? She could say she never saw someone like this. She was so fucking good to get used. Why Gabriel even did that to an angel like her? She wasn't like another bitches he had. She wasn't even a fucking bitch. She was very far from that. But, Gabriel Reyes used another woman, and that was Angela Ziegler. She could say a stop to him, or he was going to break more hearth.
"I don't have problems, Amelie," Angela grinned and stood up, looked at her eyes. Damn, she was real devil right now. The fuck Gabriel did to her? "I don't know if he did...But I used him, aswell."
Oh fuck liar.
Amelie knew she couldn't do somehing like that. She swear to god she wanted him too. Even she wanted... he wasn't bad, right. The body he got was amazing as hell. But no, she had someone in her life, and she was very happy with him. Gerard was better than everyone. He was everything, who was Gabriel Reyes next to him?
"Huh," Amelie ridiculed. "What a fucking liar." She walked to door and closed her eyes when she grabbed doorknob. "One last thing," she raised her hand and smirked. "Hope you enjoyed, honie." She opened the door and disappeard.
Ziegler rolled her eyes and sat back to her chair. She couldn't say that they were dating with Gabriel. Well, if she did, Amelie was going to say that to Ana and she was going to ruin everything. But no, Gabriel warned her before. Never trust someone, even me, he said. And she won't. Even him.
"Knock knock." She heard a familiar voice, and grinned. Oh god. Did she say even his voice was amazing? Gosh...how could he impress her like this? What does he got? He was hot as hell, yes of course. But Angela never cared how someone seem to her, she cared about his hearth. And she could swear, this man doesn't even have a hearth. How could she fell in love with him, then? Oh fuck. He cursed her, didn't he? "Comeeee in." She coughed and tried to forget everything she tought. When he entered in, he saw her while laying in her chair. Same things, same feels. She was beautiful.
"How was that?" Gabriel pulled a chair next to hers and sat on it, letted her head lay on his shoulder. "Well..she didn't believe what I said, but meh. She will just say what we had." Gabriel started to laughing slowly, while his body was shaking. Angela frowned and took her head from his shoulder, looked at his face with her confused one. "What are you laughing for?" She crossed her arms and bit her lip. So, she was angry? Huh. Did she know how hot was she? Damn. "Nothing, nothing." He stopped laughing, because that was a torture to look at her while she was like that, angry and hot. "Better it's nothing, or I'll-" When they heard Jack's voice behind of door, she stood up quickly and coughed. "Shit." She looked at Gabriel. What was she going to say, when Jack asks what is Gabriel doing in her room? Guh...she was with her pyjamas!
"Hide- do something, God." She looked at his face. He seem very happy to her, how interesting. He tought this was a joke?! Uh well, maybe that was. But no risk! She pushed him to best place she tought on that moment- her cupboard. That was a honor to stay there, for Gabriel. What a jerk.
"C-coming!" Angela shouted, tried to seem cheered. She looked at her hair at mirror, then opened the door quickly. "Sorry Jack- was in uhm- bath." Jack smiled and nodded. "No problem, doctor! I just wanted to say, you need practice for your mission on Rialto. I couldn't find Gabriel- but if you can, say him that he needs to teach you how to use gun, huh." Gabriel started to laughing quietly in her cupboard. Guess why you couldn't find me, he tought. Well, who could guess he was with Angela, in her room? Well Amelie could, maybe.
"O-of course, Jack. Thanks for warned." She gulped and tried to breathe. Oh god, she wanted to laugh so hard, like Gabriel was doing. "No problem, Ziegler. I'll see you soon."
He turned back to walk away, but then he remind something and turned to her. Just go! Angela tought, bit her lip.
Jack laughed and pointed inside of room. "And, have fun with him." He walked away.
Oh girl, you fucked up so hard.
All she could think was that.
She fucked up.
》 ♫《 ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ 》♫《
Don't matter what you say, don't matter what you do.
I only wanna do bad things to you.
》 ♫《 ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ 》♫《
"Wait- I need to find Cat-caty, without her, no Christmas photo!" Hana dropped phone and started to run around to find her cat. That was last seconds for new year, and they were going to miss it because of her cat. "Hana, come on!" Lucio shouted but Hana didn't care. A photo without her cat? Hell no! Lucio rolled his eyes and ran to phone, selected mode of 3 second to photo. When he ran back to his place, Hana appeard next to him with her cat in her arms, hugged to Lucio.
Slack!
"Happy new year!" Everyone shouted, and fireworks appeard in the sky. Angela Ziegler looked up and smiled softly. A Christmas with happy things she had.. that was good. She never had good things, so she always had bad celebrates about Christmas. But no, not this time.
She could feel his arms came behind of her. He wrapped them aroud her, placed his chin to her shoulder. Ziegler closed her eyes and placed her hand to his cheek, laid to his body. He was there for her, everytime. She knew he won't leave her, anytime. They got each other, best things they had.
"What did my angel wish?" Gabriel laughed slowly and kissed her neck, closed his eyes. So, this was peace Gerard was talking about, wasn't it? "Hm...what could she?" Ziegler giggled and looked around. Everyone was happy, like them. Gerard and Amelie were dancing, Lucio and Hana were hugging with her cat, Jack and Ana were watching them, like their parents. Jesse and Fareeha were having fun, playing with Brigitte. Torbjorn and Reinhardt were laughing together, as always. Lena was with Winston, hugging him and watching around with Genji. So, everyone was happy... that was really nice to see.
"What she wants?" Gabriel grabbed her body better and turned her around, looked at her eyes. Ziegler laughed and placed her hands to his shoulders, leaned her forehead against his. "There is nothing better than you," she grinned. "So, she wished best thing she could." Gabriel kissed her nose, grinned like her. "So, her wish was me, like my wish was her." Angela nodded and giggled, looked at his eyes. "Yes."
After fireworks finished, and everyone cheered, Gabriel pulled her to himself and kissed her.
So, that was the peace they were talking about...Lovers were talking about,
Wasn't it?
》 ♫《 ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ 》♫《
So good, that you can't explain it.
What can I say?
It's complicated.
》 ♫《 ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ ꕤ 》♫《
"Guh," Angela panted and continued running. "I am running for damn hours." When she started to running, seriously? She could remember she came here at 9 am. What time was it? She stopped running and bowed, placed her hands to her knees. She saw time from her watch. Oh hell no. 3 pm? She ran for 6 hours in a damn forest. Oh, she will be sick, seriously.
When she straighten up to walk to her home, she saw a call on her watch's screen. Katarina. Why the hell was she calling her in her off day? "Yes?" She opened the call and continued running to her home. If she started, she needed to finish it. "Ange, I know this is your off day, but there is someone who wants to see-" Angela could hear phone switched its owner. "Ziegler?" She heard a deep, cynical voice. Damn. A man, seriously, in her off day... "Sir, don't you know this is my off day? Katarina must say it-" Man cut her off. "I don't fucking care, doc. I am waiting you here." Oh...that seem a little familiar to her. Very familiar. "Excuse me? Who said I'll come?!" She stopped running. God, who was this stupid man? "I said." Beep..beep..beep..
Angela really needed to see this fucking idiot.
"God, where is that idi-" She just entered to her clinic. But nothing happened like she waited, she could understand someone grabbed her from her arms and threw to wall. Well, you couldn't say throw, but she felt like it. A man placed his hands next to her head. Oh, so that was the man who was really brave. And also- like his voice, this position was familiar too. "Good to see that you listened to me, doc." Man growled. Angela looked at his face, but she could see nothing because of his hood. All she could see was his beard, and...oh shit, lips.
"What the hell do you want?" She pushed him away from his chest, man stepped back while giggling. Seriously, the fuck was his problem? He was another one from Talo, maybe? They were coming so many times these days. "Nothing," he grinned. "Just you." She frowned and walked to him, grabbed his neck. He wanted to put off his hood, but no, not now. "What do you want?!" Angela shouted, tried to kick to his stomach. Man grabbed her leg and threw it down, grabbed her from her waist. He pulled her to his body. "I don't wanna hurt someone here, Ziegler." He snarled and placed his hand on her cheek. Shit...that was familiar too. "Like I said, all I want is you." He opened his hood slowly.
Oh...fuck.
"Oh my-" She couldn't use her body anymore. Her legs, arms, hands, even her eyes...she could use nothing. "G-gabriel-" She gasped and closed her mouth with her hands, started to laughing. No, she wasn't sad. She was fucking so happy to see him again. "Ziegler." He smirked and raised his eyebrows. "I know this isn't best thing you see, but.." Ziegler jumped to him, wrapped her arms around his neck. "You-" She sniffed and pulled herself to him. That was an adventage for Reyes. He wrapped his arms around her waist, laughed. "Hope you liked what you saw." Ziegler laughed slowly too, punched to his back. "Oh god..." Reyes petted her hair slowly, like he was doing in their old times. He kissed her hair and purred to her ear. "Sorry for trouble, doc." Ziegler closed her eyes and breathed in. That was amazing to taste peace once again, after years. That was just awesome.
"I- I won't ask something right now, but you will say everything, you fool." She purred to his ear like he did to her, grinned and laid her head on his shoulder. "So, that means you want to spend time with me right now-" When he felt a punch in his shoulder, he laughed and stopped talking. He could understand she changed, like him, like everyone and everything. Her blonde hair was longer, but she was still short for him. Her face never changed, still like she was in her 20's. But she changed. She was acting more like an adult, not teen like in her 24. She was 32, right.. and he was 43, damn. He was older like he could. How the hell she was still thinking about him? He was going to be an old grandpa, hah. Well, that means when Ziegler loves, she loves. "So- what did my angel wished when I wasn't here?" He smiled, continued petting her hair. "Huh," she grinned. "Her love, like she did first time...what about her love?" Reyes chuckled and kissed her neck, smelt her scent. It was...like a flower.
"His angel, everytime, like he did first time."
So, if they were there and hugging each other...that means, they reached what they wanted? So their wish came true...after they spent 8 years without each other. And except death and tomorrow comes, nothing could leave them once again. Right... Reyes wants her forever, even when they are not together. Like Ziegler does.
What can they say?
That's complicated.
»⚘∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞∞⚘«
3510 words, HELL YEA.
Eheh~ another mercykill story finished. God, when I hear a song, I am just writing them oh lul. Sometimes I think I need to delete all of them and just make a story with chapters, but meh. I like one-part stories more, that's easier LOL. Hope you liked new style with interesting letters heueuehu. Do not forget to listen that song, Camila did great job as always- I am really sad that I found it right now, not sooner. Nevermind, if you liked this story, pls vote! :3 see you in another stories!
-Melany
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: Truyen4U.Com