be Dirk====>

its been about 3 months. you spent the first month on a hospital bed. the next month was spent trying to leave the hospital but the police didn't let you leave because of questioning. you explained countless of times that you were taken hostage because Jake English loved your car. which was now impounded. thanks, jake.............jake ...you really miss his childish ways. as you sat in the police station waiting for dave to finish his last questioning. they were finally getting off your ass. you had to make sure everything was solid not even 1 different detail. you were upset because you didn't know if jake and john were ever gonna come back. if jake is even alive after the shit you pulled with his leg. the police made sure your apartment was paid for kinda like a sorry they kidnapped you and beat the shit out of you.

as you thought about more things dave came out with a small little package.

"what's that " you asked as he handed it to you.

" open it " he said with a small laugh. you open it seeing your car keys. your eyes lite up as you ran outside seeing your beautiful baby. she was all fixed up making your heart almost feel full again.

" if I am ever to get over this it's with you baby " you mumbled hugging your car.

" maybe you need that doctor after all" dave said laughing. he has been trying to laugh more to hide his pain he was in pain john lied and in pain about missing him.

" come on lets gets some food and go home I'm sure its all dusty as hell and everything in the fridge has gone bad" you mumbled not wanting to think about it. dave got in the car and you bother were off. you stopped by one of your favourite food places to get lunch for you and dave you probably have to order pizza for dinner.

" hey...dirk..." dave asked breaking the silence

" yeah" you answered as you open the tin bowl in your lap eating the food.

" ....can we even go and live a normal life? what if they don't come back hm? what if they do? what will we do! I don't know where the bag of drugs i took are you don't have a job i missed my 12th-grade year so i have to go back to school. like what do i do! what do we do!" he said looking over at you.

''...we wing it...like we have been doing for the past 21 years of our life..well...17 for you" you said eating till you were full. dave did the same but it took him longer. he was lost in thought as he ate but once he was done you start the car once more and head home. when you got to your apartment building people were staring at you both. it was making you angry. you ignore them getting your key from the head deck going up to the 13th floor. you waited at the door afraid of the smell or mess in the place. you put the key in and slowly turn it when you open the door the house was clean and set up right. there wasn't a mess. you made your way to the fridge opening it to see not rotten food but good food still in the wrapping.

"...the police are too nice" you mumbled going to your room. you grabbed some of your clothing that had been washed. there was a big pile of your dirty shirts on the bed but you ignored them going to the shower. you missed this to your shower not some dead strangers, not the hospitals that make you feel even dirtier. you strip completely getting in the warm water.gooooooooood, this feels so fucking gooooooooooood. you stay there for awhile till you was your hair and body clean. your hands slowly go over the scar where you were shot. they did make you look dangerous and sexy as fuck. wonder what would jake say....

" NO NO NO stop it get over it, he is gone " you mumbled turning off the shower. you get the towel drying off really fast before wrapping it around your hips going out to get clothing.

you get a shirt and boxers for the clean folded clothing on the bed. once you were dressed you glance at the dirty mountain of clothing.

" later" you mumbled heading out to the living room. you were meet with dave.

" my room is cleaned up" he said to you as he has a towel on his head.

" same here there are some clothing are on my bed dirty but eh whatever." you said softly

"......" dave was silent

".............ima go to sleep" you mumbled getting up going to your room. you plop down on the bed resting your eyes.

"mmn"

your eyes open blinking at the now slowly moving mountain of clothing. you sit up slowly confused and a bit freaked out. you slowly reach over to move some of the clothing to see what's there. your heart could have popped when you see it was jake asleep. you pull him into a hug. jake woke slowly confused as hell.

" hey my sleep is important" he mumbled

" i missed you so much" you said softly hugging him.

" okay" jake said snuggling into you