Why was I surprised that you wouldn't reply?

God, I need to stop getting my hopes up so much. I should know that you won't come back to me. But I need you here, Theo. I hate that I'm being soo clingy but I just...

I keep having these blackouts, well not blackouts but something like it. My vision gets blurry, I can't see anything. I can't hear anything either, Mason, Scott, the pack; their voices are so distant.

I don't know how you do it but you come back to me, I can feel you in front of me and your hands are holding my cheeks as you calm me down. I miss those memories with you, that was when I was truly happy.

Please come back soon, Theo. I love you soo fucking much, I can't live without you.