a quarter past two
as ashes continue to fall down
my mind is blank somehow
i'm sober
but my heart is drunk

a half-hearted smile
i gave you this time
regretting i ruined everything once again
when i could've just pretended... lied

never have i ever dreamed
that silence could get any louder
that our distance could get any farther
and that our hearts could get any colder
i only wish i know the answer

every now and then
i would try to forget
i would try to leave it all behind
but if it's not me who comes back shattered
it's the memories that keep me haunted all the time