some people say
i look happy,
i look sane.
some people ask me,
do i not feel pain?
some of them people
don't even know my name.
some of them people
i will never see again.

sometimes, midnight
i will feel so lonely.
sometimes, midnight
i just want to free me.
sometimes, midnight
i will choose not to sleep.
sometimes, midnight
i just need myself to breathe.