we love those who hurt us
and hurt those who love us.
we welcome foes with open arms
and to friends we turn our backs.
we give so much when there's plenty
and give so little when there's none.
we apologize when there's no need to be sorry
and dismiss the thought once done.
we desire for a love that cannot be defined
and settle for a love that we don't even deserve.
we put our faith to the lies they tell us
and sometimes it's us against the world.
we set boundaries, build our walls up
and push people away.
we love hard, we let go
and always learn the hard way.
we keep those who don't want to be kept
and leave those who chose to stay.
we become who we say we're not
and realize when it's too late.

a/n:
my mind is a mess right now. these thoughts are just waiting to be written down.
anyways, i hope you guys are safe! ;*