Daddy.. You're not worthless.. You're worth everything to me.. I love you.. I love you so much it hurts.. I'm proud to be your wife.. I'm happy to have you as my husband.. I'd rather be a pile of sand and live happily with you then being a beautiful diamond that everyone's attract to but dull on the inside and unhappy... You complete me.. You're everything to me.. You're not worthless.. You've never been worthless.. You accept me as who I am.. You didn't ask me to change.. And I love you.. I accept you as who you are.. I don't want you to change.. I just want you to be you.. To be the real you.. The you I love.. The you who gave your heart to me..

Never once has I not been jealous of anything you did in the past with your ex's.. I'm scared that you'll choose someone better.. Someone even perfect than me.. I'm scared that you'll choose someone else than me.. Someone I couldn't compete with.. You're my everything.. My world.. Everything I've ever wanted..

I'm sorry.. I couldn't be the perfect wife you wanted.. I'm sorry I kept on hurting you.. I messed up everything.. I fuck things up all the time.. I love you.. You're the first one to accept me as who I am.. And I fucked it up..

You're the diamond to my heart daddy.. You shine my heart.. Without you.. It's completely dull and empty.. I don't care if I have to be a pile of sand.. As long as I'm with you.. I'm happy.. I wouldn't ask for more.. I'm sorry.. Please.. I know.. I'm just a worthless brat ranting about his disgusting feelings.. But please.. If you read this.. I'm sorry.. I'll wait for you daddy.. I'll wait for your pm.. I'm sorry i was never the perfect one for you.. But I'll keep on loving you.. With all my heart daddy.. I love you..

I'm sorry again.. I love you

_BitterSweet-