I overreacted.. I'm sorry.. I know it hurts your feelings and I'm sorry.. I'll just convey it all here.. Since I know.. You won't listen to me.. But please.. Read this Axel..

Its not that I don't want to meet dad's husband and yours.. It's just that.. I'm scared.. Meeting new people is something exciting to other but I'm a little traumatized by it.. I keep on being criticize by the people I just know..

They talked to me and then when I can't meet their expectations.. They criticize me.. They called me a brat.. An asshole.. An immature brat.. Childish ass.. They see me wrongly even though I've never done anything wrong to them..

They criticize me because I couldn't be what they want.. Because I'm not what they expect.. I can't be someone else.. I want to be myself.. I want to be me when meeting people.. When talking to people..

I don't want to be someone else just to please others.. It's traumatizing how they are to quickly judge me even without knowing me..

I was scared that carter and klai will turn out like that.. I was traumatize and overreacted.. I'm sorry.. I really am..

I know you want to leave.. I don't want to lose a brother like you.. You're caring and kind.. But.. If you think that I'm too much.. Then I'll let You go.. Just know that.. You'll always be the best brother I can ever ask for.. I love you big bro..

I'm sorry.. I really am..

_BitterSweet-