Friday, September 6, 2017

Dear Diary,

Kawaii~Chan was the most cheerful and innocent person you'll ever meet. She, like Aphmau, was a truly good person. But the best people hold the darkest secrets.

First of all, Kawaii~Chan isn't her real name. Her real name is Nana Ashida. She is number 7 in a family of 11. Being in such a big family, she was neglected. Nana became depressed. She's stolen her best friend, Aphmau's, pills. She overdosed on them once. Her little sister, who was only 6 years old, found her and was able to get help to save her.

Nana was also anorexic. That's why she's so skinny. She doesn't eat at home and throws up whatever she ate at school. Nana Ashida starved to death a year after she graduated high school. Poor girl. No one knows the full story, except me.

Nana told me all this whilst high on Aph's antidepressants. She has no recollection of telling me. I feel less shame in telling you this than the others, because she's dead. So it doesn't really matter. None of it does in the end.

-Daniel