Seto is in this because idk he just is alright
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Sub's POV

I squinted at the white ceiling, the bright light stinging my eyes and intensifying my head ache. I had my book on my stomach, but I'd given up reading the moment my head started throbbing in such a way, that I couldn't ignore it and now I'm staring at the ceiling, counting all the little dots, while listening to Seto talk about his sisters cat and how it's out to get him and who even likes cats anyway.
I look down at my phone, turning it on to see no texts and find myself feeling disappointed. Totally not desperate Sub.
"Hey are you even listening"
I turn my head and look at Seto "Should you even be here, a nurse is gunna come in and you'll get in trouble, how'd you even get here?"
"Love you too" he says, rolling his eyes "I already told you, my sisters cat scratched me and my mother is convinced I have cat scratch fever"
"Do you have a fever"
"I don't know" he signs defeatedly "I mean, I get out of school work, so it's good"
"Oh wow I've done no school work for like, a week" I say, putting my hand in my head and sighing "Don't even remind me"
"Cancer perks" he whispers, putting his feet on the side of the bed.
"Fuck. My life, do you know how uncomfortable the hospital cannula are Seto, you don't even know" I say, throwing my hand down from my head
"Yes Sub" he pats my head "I've had a cannula before" I hit his hand away from my head, rolling my eyes.
"Where does your mom think you are, if you have cat scratch fever" I ask, looking back at my phone to see Ethan has actually texted me and I smile.
"Told her I was going to get food, we were on Green ward, so you know, it's like a 30 minute trek- why are you smiling?" He says, trying to peer over my shoulder as I type back to him.
"Hmm? Oh no one, just a friend"
"A friend"  he says, squinting his eyes, "what's his name"
"None of your concern, now if you'll excuse me I'm currently trying to die"
"That's a funny name"
"You could like, catch Pneumonia from me, how would you explain that to your mom"
"Tell me his nameee" he whines, leaning his head on his hand.
"You're making my head hurt" I say, covering my eyes from the bright lights, who thought it would be a good idea to have such bright lights, I'd punch them in the face if I ever met them. "I'm in pain leave me alone before I murder you"
Seto takes he feet down and puts his head on the bed. "Are you okay"
"No, I have leukaemia, lung cancer and Pneumonia and I'm in pain" I say back, as matter of factly as I could
"Do you want me get a nurse" he asks quietly
I shake my head "I'll complain to the nurse who comes to check my temperature and stuff"
He takes the book, that was on the page I stopped on a while ago, and looks at it.
"You want me to mark your place before I leave" he says, and I can hear him already marking the page.
"Did you just dog ear my book" I say.
"Psh no" he says standing up, and starting to walk to the door as slowly as possible "I have chemo tomorrow, sympathise for me"
"Bye"
"Text me"
"Bye"
"Oh yeah, who was that boy"
"Bye" I repeat again, taking my arm away from my eyes and looking at the IVs and such connected to my hand.
"Tell me his name and I'll leave"
I huff slightly, fiddling with the bandage around my hand with said IVs "His name is Ethan, bye"
"Is he your boyfriend"
"Please" I try and sound annoyed, but it comes out quiet and I'm disappointed in myself, until Seto sighs, says bye, tells me to text him, and leaves, and I end up feeling lonely for a while.
The nurse comes in and checks everything, tells me I have a temperature, says she'll get a doctor to come in to see if I can have any more painkillers and leaves again. And I'm lonely again. Usually the nurses are nice, but I got the nurse who couldn't draw blood for shit and got annoyed that I 'go on my phone and still complain of a headache'.
I ignore her rant as she walks out the door, and continue texting Ethan, who was sending me pictures of his dog, which was cheering me up some what.
Can I call you
I think for a second, before rolling my eyes at myself, yeah I can call him, I can't catch stuff from a phone call.
You know, I really wanna call you now, but I feel so sick, I'm either gunna pass out or have a 19 minute coughing fit so not really
Damn, when do you get out
Friday if I'm lucky, if not, then after Monday
If you get out Friday, I'll come round after school and bring you cake
Yes marry me your amazing
ikr
I'm currently blow drying my hair, do you know how difficult this is
No, why blow dry your hair
Bc my mom tells me it will make me sick if I go to bed with wet hair and I have things to do tomorrow I can't afford to get sick

I rub my eyes and yawn, fuck it's only 4:20pm, why am I already tired

Do you have school tomorrow then
Yes, where else
Do you enjoy going to school or
You see, I have this test tomorrow, that I've studied for for like, 2 weeks, so I am going to take this fucking test
Do you enjoy school or
U see
Ur coping me
I don't go to school- shut up- I'm home schooled, my parents took me out of school when I was 6
oh
Dw I'm not like one of those extra weird people tho like
I can socialise slightly
I'm gunna leave I'm tired
Okay
Good sleeps
Good sleeps
It's not night
So
Good sleeps

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This was shit
It will start to get better I swear
I haven't updated for like
3 weeks I'm sorry