WEAK
02

i don't know where to start. let's just start from the begining.

I was just a girl.

A girl who has gone through a lot in my life. I was always being compared to my siblings.

"Why can't you be like your sister or brother?"

I'm constantly being told by my family I'm not good enough.

My mother tells me I am fat and I need to lose weight

and my father thinks I am a slut. I haven't had sex yet or done anything... But I'm a slut.

My family wouldn't mind if I went away for a while. I try my best but nothing's good enough for them. I'm just a waste of space to them

I was a girl who puts other people's feelings before mine.

I did my best to make sure my friends get advice and support

but when I'm crying alone in my room begging for someone to talk to... No one is there. It's as if, I only matter to my friends when they need something.

I was the girl who doesn't mind being stepped on.

I was that girl that cries a lot

I was that girl that loves the rain

I was the girl who never gets noticed

I was the girl who tries

I was the girl who does her best

I was that girl