Dear Jimin,

If I could just hold you in my arms, I'd tell you how much you mean to me.

You mean the world to me.

Seeing you everyday kills me because it just reminds me every time, every second, how you can never accept me as I am.

I may be older, I may be younger.

Who knows?

You're with him, you're with her, and it hurts.

I can't do anything but admire you from afar.

I saw you eat when I went to the cafeteria, and you don't know how much I actually wanted to cry because I get worried sick if you don't eat.

Remember the time when I asked if you were sure that you didn't want to eat?

I guess not.

I think you don't remember.

Because everyone asks you that.

But I love seeing you eat, so please do.

I'd stuff food in your mouth if I had the chance to!

Because I love food, too!

With love,
♥