These are my thoughts. I do not expect you to read this. I wanted to share what was going on inside my brain. I'm currently going through some things, and writing helps sometimes.

Why am I here? 

Why was I so unlucky to be brought into this world?

Why am I such a failure?

I always mess things up.

I am not loved. No ones loves, or cares for me.

I should die. No one wants me here. Maybe death will be better than being here.

I'm fine.

You don't deserve anything.

Don't eat it. You don't deserve it. Only good people get to eat.

God said he loves everyone. I don't think he loves me. If he loved me he wouldn't make me go through this.

You don't get to cry.

Suck it up.

He wouldn't like you.

Everyone hates you.

You're stupid. Ugly. Fat.

Why can't you be skinny like everyone else.

You're so fat. It's sickening.

Get over it.

Just die already.

Put it down and go do something productive.

You don't deserve to get better.

You're so annoying.

Don't you see they hate you enough already?

You're such a bother.

They're annoyed by you. 

Stop talking.

They don't want you around.

Just kill yourself already.

What if I was a vampire?? 

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