What would you do if I disappeared, not killed myself, just disappeared. You wouldn't know how long I would be gone, or if I was ever coming back, but you would know that I was happy.
Would you try and find me?
Would you cry?
Would you be mad?
Would you miss me?
Would you blame yourself?
Would you blame others?
Would you be happy?
Would you even notice?

I would... I would notice, I would notice that for once I wouldn't have tears still rushing down my face as I was closing my eyes trying to actually sleep for once. I would miss the small group of people who did care. I would be mad a anyone who tried to find me because then they don't truly know me, they don't know how happy I might actually be for once.