I'm such a hypocrite, I tell people to stay strong, to hold on because life will get better.
I tell people not to cut. I give people who do cut alternatives and things to do instead of cutting.
I help people smile. I help them laugh. I tell people not to give up, not to end their life because it's precious.

When I don't stay strong, I'm barely holding on.
I still cut when things get really bad.
I don't smile....correction, I don't smile real very often.
I have almost given up more times than I can count. And I still want my life to end.