I've been full out sobbing for the last 10+ because I checked my email and found out I got into Concert Orchestra (The lowest orchestra in high school) when I did my audition I tried out for the second highest (there are four orchestras) I was feeling okay about my audition, I messed up a few flats but that's about it. I thought that I would at least make it into the second lowest orchestra... but no, why would I?

This reminds me a lot of when I tried out for honor choir (or whatever it was actually called) I felt pretty good about my audition and it was the first thing I had auditioned for ever pretty much but definitely the first thing I had auditioned for singing. All of my friends kept telling me how amazing I was and how I was definitely going to get in so I started to believe then, I had faith in myself and believed that I would get in... I wasn't good enough and I didn't get in.