this story will contain content about depression, starvation, self-harm and suicide.

so if youre sensitive or feel uncomfortable with these topics then please dont read this.

i suggest you not to continue reading this story if youre easily triggered, so PLEASE read at your own risk.

ps; this story is going to be sad, and it actually made me feel really depressed so prepare your tissues

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you just came back from a long day at school, you feel exhausted from all the acting that you've been doing lately.
these days you just cant seem to bring yourself to put on a genuine smile, its always forced.

from the moment that you sit at the table, your mom starts to nag at you about your test results, saying that your performance at school hasnt been that great recently.

all you do is nod, pretending like you agree with the things that shes saying but the truth is that your new science teacher seems to hate you for no apparent reason, hence why your grades have been falling.

she wont understand anyway, shell say that its an excuse so that you can get away with being lazy but little does she know that the reason why your bed is always made is because you never sleep in it, you never sleep.

youre always up studying until 4 o'clock in the morning until you eventually pass out, still sitting in your uncomfortable chair.