You ever just get so upset that you want to scream. You ever get tired of dealing with the dumbest shit...... Anyone ever wander why your always alone.... Why you have no life... Why your always miserable? ...... Somedays you wonder why you do things or help anyone out... Sometimes things are gonna be and feel worse....
I feel alone all the time even in a crowed room. I could have the most bomb outfit the most gorgeous nails.... Sick shoes and finally took the best selfie in a room full of people who " care" about you and still feel low, this pain is a hard thing to shake most of the days when the person you thought you could talk to has became to busy... When everyone around you is enjoying life and fulfilling their goals and things they want in life and your to fucking stupid to catch a hint.... I've ran away so many people away and care so much about you and you drop me like a box of sticks...

How do you love someone who hurts you more than they could possibly hurt you. When I'm crying where are you? Why am I here? Am I this fucking stupid.... I see you with someone else and my heart led me to this stupid situation and my heart is the same person who led me to you....

- scream-

I want to scream out all of my frustration but nothing comes out I want to end my suffering but I promised you I'd stop..... I want to say fuck it and end myself, end my pain, end this suffering, to stop the empty feeling....

Everyone only sees this smiling person who hides behind and Broken mask... Why does my heart hurt... Why do I hold all of this in you never hold back for me.....

I fuck myself over..... Because I allow girls like you to allow me to.....

These voices finally may win

Fuck this shit .... I'm out.....